Indecent Saint

Chapter 29

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"I can't get you out of my head." His lips against hers.

She didn't pull away, "Oh you mean, my body... I don't have time for this, Renar. Please leave." She sucked on his lower lip and pulled away.

She was confusing him, her actions and words were completely opposite. But since actions obviously speak louder than words, he didn't budge.

She saw the hunger in his eyes, and she craved him more.
He devoured her lips as if he hadn't eaten in days and she kissed him back with the same aggression.

His hands roamed her back and hers in his hair, and made a fist in it.

That hair pull made him hold her tighter and kiss her harder. She moaned and pushed him to the wall and moved her lips to his neck, avoiding his eyes all the while.

"Anayah... Look at me." He touched her arms but she moved away, then faced him.

"What?"

Renar got down on his knees and Anayah widened her eyes, "What are you doing?"

"Remember when I told you to die when you said you won't be able to live without me?" His eyes glistened with tears. So did hers.

She didn't know why he had to bring that up now. Something she wanted to forget.

"No I don't." She replied rather coldly.

"Well I do." He breathed, "I can't get that out of my head. Wanna know why?" He was looking down.

When she didn't say anything he continued, "Because I die everyday that I'm not with you. Everything I do reminds me of you." His voice a bit wobbly, still looking down,

"Every inch of my room reminds me of you. I see you everywhere. Can't get you out of my head. Even when I breathe, Anayah, I remember all the breathtaking moments we had. You are everything to me. I'm so sorry for saying those unforgivable things to you. It haunts me. Every word I said to you comes back to me like a nightmare. I tried ignoring it but I can't try anymore. You can push me away, or kick me out, but I'm going to keep coming back to you. I can't deny what I feel anymore." She saw tears fall from his eyes to the ground.

"You don't feel a thing for me, Renar. You don't have to lie so I would get all emotional and continue making out with you. You don't love me." She looked down at him, with no emotion.

I guess both Madrigal sisters don't feel a thing when males pour their hearts out to them.

His head still down, his eyes even more watery, full of regret, "I don't love you." He rose his head, looking straight into her eyes,

"I adore you, Anayah. I adore you more than my life. I have used 'love' on so many people, but what I feel for you is stronger. Love is an understatement. I want to be the only reason you smile brightly. The one who makes you laugh. The only one who gives you mixed emotions. I want my name to be the only name you scream out of pain and pleasure."

He got up and cupped her face, she did same and wiped his tears, her eyes watery now.

"Anayah it's not only about sex. No. Forget sex right now. I wanna go to the movies with you. Scavenger hunts with you. You have no idea how much your presence alone makes me happy. At first I wanted just a piece of you..." He murmured against her lips, "But now I want All of you."

Tears fell from both their eyes. Anayah couldn't explain what she was feeling. She had no words. Tears just fell from her eyes. She turned to look away from him.