Anxious

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Feel is a strong word

to feel or to not feel

to live life or to let life live on

to care or to not care

sometimes emotions are overpowering but sometimes they aren't even there

out of control, rampant thoughts

sudden outburst of pain

nothingness

loneliness

worthlessness

fighting to keep joy in your smile

pushing to become a better person but falling away

wanting change but change not wanting you

you try to be your best but your best doesn't try to be with you

lost

scared

fearful of the thoughts in your mind

you push them away for another day and forget all the hurt inside

it all comes back when your emotions snap and you sit all alone and cry

AN: I apologize. I'm not a poet idk what I'm doing. I just need to vent. I know I'm crazy and I don't make sense. Laugh as you please, whatever.

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