Teach Me to Kiss

No lesson

It was this close. This close, to taste that sweet lips but no because I have shitty luck. 

"What the hell were you doing with my Farrah?" the squirt exclaimed angrily.

"She's not yours you small ass--" I retorted but Farrah shouted.

"Quiet! I'm nobody's possession! So stop with the cussing!” 

Farrah looked at both of us and we both looked at our feet. When she turned her back on us, I stuck my tongue out at the squirt and was going to give him a ‘See-I’m-Right grin’ but Farrah glared at me and I looked at my feet again. I heard the squirt hold a laugh. 

“Nate, what are you doing here? Are you done with your medication?” Farrah asked the squirt and looked at him worriedly.

I really hate that squirt. Does he normally get that much attention from Farrah?

"I'm good. Can I get my prize now?" He was looking at Farrah like she was his christmas present.

"Yeah, you can get your prize now" Farrah said happily and went to get something. The squirt was basically jumping on his feet. Trying his best to contain his excitement. Hmmph, kids.

"Here you are Nate" Farrah gave him the boquet of flowers. Nate scrunched his nose. I bet he didn't want that as the prize. Serves you right, squirt. I smirked to myself. Nate took the boquet and thank Farrah. Farrah smiled and gave him a cheek kiss. My mouth hang open. Nate stood there with contentment on his face. Why can't I even have a simple kiss like that? She didn't gave me a kiss when she gave me the sunflower. I pouted in my head. 

"Big Kid" Nate muttered to me. I glared at him. Farrah just looked at the both of us amused. I looked at her straight in the eyes. She seemed to remember what almost happened cause she blushed beet red. I smirked and held a chuckle. 

"Nate! You need to take a break. Don't just go out whenever you want, it's bad for your health!' Someone shouted. Then the nurse from earlier came and told Nate to rest. The squirt pouted and complained that he still wants to spend time with his precious Farrah. I really wanted to intervene telling him she is not his but  I didn't cause I'm gonna get my alone time with Farrah next too. I laughed in my head. 

"Rest now, Nate. I'll be back tomorrow besides I'm going home now" Farrah announced. I dropped my jaw. Aren't we gonna finish what we started a while ago? I told her with my eyes when I looked at her. She blushed and ignored my look.

"Okay then! I'll be waiting for you tomorrow Farrah!" Nate smiled and followed the nurse to his room. 

Awkward silence descended upon us. I just looked at her trying to understand why am I so hung up on her lips and why do I always fail to kiss it. Uggh. She looked at me for a second and lowered her gaze. 

"I'm going to go now." She stated awkwardly. I remembered the tension we had until it was broken by that squirt. I just stared at her. I wanted to tell her to stay even for just a little. But I forced myself not to.

Andrew Greene doesn't get hung up with mousy girls it should be vice versa. 

"Are you gonna be discharged tomorrow?" She asked still looking down. I nodded. It was awkward standing there. Only the two of us. I wanted to kiss her right there right now but I held myself. I shouldn't feel this way. I would kiss her if she would kiss me first. Andrew Greene doesn't chase. He is the one being chased. 

She looked at me trying to figure what made my mood down. Even I don't know myself. It's just that I'm not the same with her. I'm not my usual self with her. I don't like it but a part of me likes it. I'm contradicting, yeah I know, but I don't want this.

I don't want this.

Farrah seemed to understand and turned away. She was out of the door when I sighed but I didn't expect her to come back and kiss me on my cheek and run away.

Now all I want is for her to stay with me forever. Even I can't stop myself from what I'm 'possibly' feeling for her.

Sorry guys, started college. I wanted it to be longer but alas time seems to be too expensive for me. I'll try my best to update soon.  

Yours Truly,

Onymous