Anxiety

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Ok so this one is kinda for me in a way because I do have issues with anxiety and these boys always make it better through their music and just them being them. They make me smile.

As I laid in my bed my imagination continued to grow darker. Bombs of devilish thoughts bursted upon my peaceful lands, leaving me with my own blood on my hands. I clenched my eyes shut and curled into a ball. My breathing went heavy, my heart raced, my palms grew sweaty, and my brain continued rotting. I was near throwing up when Remington came into my room. As he saw me hugging my knees to my chest his face dropped and he hurried to the bed. I felt his hand on my arm as his other hand moved some hair from my eyes. "Please tell me what's wrong, princess." I sat up slowly and looked at him, tears growing in my chest. "I don't know, rem. Everything was fine then I just became panicked and scared." He pulled me to his chest and held me. Soon enough Sebastian and Emerson came in too. As the three sat around me, I felt a calm slowly wash over me. Remington holding me in his lap, Seb holding my hand, Emerson playing gently with my hair, it was a reminder. They were a reminder that no matter what's happening in my head, my reality will always be safe and sound. "I love you guys." I said softly. Remington kissed my head and Seb squeezed my hand. "We love you too, sweetheart."

-xoxo golden_trash_can

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