Dear Ex | Writing Miss Bitter's Love Story

2nd Shot: War between Two Hearts

Dear Ex,

     Nakita kita kanina, nakita ko ang ngiti sa iyong mga muka. Inabot mo ang isang bulaklak na talagang nakaka-tuwa. Pero ako, nasasaktan.

   Ang mga ngiting dati ay para sa'kin, ngayon para sa iba na. Yung mga bulaklak na sabi mo'y iaalay mo lang sa taong mahal mo ay para sa ibang babae na. My heart fell apart, I ran away to remove all the pain away. The dull air surounding me was impossible to bear. I realized I was crying.

     Hindi ko alam kung saan ako dadalhin ng paa ko, nagulat na lang ako nang mapaupo ako sa bench, andito ako sa park kung saan naganap ang unang date natin. Lalong bumuhos ang luha ko, lalong sumikip ang dibdib ko. My mind was wandering off somewhere, and it landed on my memory lane. I remembered how the two of us met, I remember how you made me feel complete. I remembered how you hated me before, well, I wasn't even adjacent to your ideal girl.

    Hindi mo din naman inaasahan na magugudtuhan mo ako hindi ba?

     But you fell for me little by little, and everything at once. You courted me, and there I realized I fell for you. You loved me, I can see it in your eyes.

     You asked me if I can be your girlfriend and I said yes, maybe because I knew that you'll take care of me. But did you? No,

    Time flew fast whenever I'm with you, we thought that nothing will tear us apart. But then you were too confident that we'll never lose each other.

     You forgot your duties, you forgot about our dates, our monthsaries, anniversaries, well, you forgot about me.

     Well, you we're too confident that we'll never be apart, but yoy were wrong.

     Sabi mo busy ka, pwes mas busy ako. I was even more busier. Busy looking for you, reacher out for you, busy adjusting for you, busy chasing you. We only had time for each other every weekends but you kept on letting it pass. You said you need time for yourself. I understand, I understood.

     Alam ko, you were blaming me for everything, you blamed me about our relationship. You never reciprocated anything at all. Sabi mo kasalanan ko'ng nag-sasawa ka na sa'kin, kasalanan ko kung bakit ka bumabagsak. I tried to understand, I did.

     You left me, you filled my heart with lies. You told me we're never meant to be. We are meant to be, but it won't be. Why tell me you love me? Why fill me with lies? Admit it, you weren't sorry. In fact you we're relieved because finally, I'm off your shoulders.

     Ang sakit malaman na nag-sawa ka, ilang beses ba ako'ng susulat sa'yo? Ilang beses nanaman ba akong maiiyak? Hindi ko matanggap na yung pinaka-iingat-ingatan ko'ng tao ay mapupunta ng ganon-ganon lang.

    Don't tell me you never loved me, I know you do, you're just afraid of remembering it.

     Isang araw, alam ko na ngingiti ako muli. Isang araw, hindi na ako maapektuhan sa mga makikita ko. One day my smile will not be for you, my tears wouldn't be because of you, all the pain will be away.

      And that day, could be today.

                                     -Angel.

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Super short UD. Hope you liked it! :)