"It's funny when you think you mean something to me"
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'You up?', I look down at my phone,
'Idk, am I?' I reply back smiling,
'I'm feeling lonely, care to join me? ;)'
'Lonely? I'm sure there's a reason for that teddy bear beside your head', I hit send.
'just come over already' I read the text message, chuckling. Like routine I open my window and slip out into the night.
I walk briskly to the house I know too well and knock on the door, it opens in no time.
"Hey" he looks down at me and smiles, he takes my hand and leads me to his room.
Like instinct, our bodies entwine and his arms find themselves wrapped around my waist. He pushes me down onto the bed, I feel his lips on my neck.
I feel dirty but it's a good feeling. I find myself in his bed way too often but I like it, he makes sinning feel so innocent.
I moan as his tongue grazes my inner thigh, he discards my underwear on the floor. I grab a fistful of his hair, he knows what I like.
After I finish, he wraps my legs around his waist and he plunges into me. I'm familiar with his rhythm.
He throws his head back in ecstasy, hitting my spot each time I drag my fingers down his toned back feeling his tensed muscles working me.
I feel myself get attached to him at times, he's the only one who makes me feel this way but I'm good at acting like I don't care. It's a God-given talent.
He's good at acting too, he doesn't know that I see the way he reacts when I'm talking to anyone but him. It turns me on when he's jealous.
Putting my clothes back on, I bend over purposely to tease him as he watches me from his bed. I hear him shift and in a swift movement he's behind me.
"You like me don't you?" his warm breath tickles my ear.
"Of course not. Do you like me?" I turn the tables on him.
"No. I think we both know my intentions" I smirk at how confidently he replies.
"Whatever, don't dream about me too much babe", I wink.
"My intentions with you will always remain the same, we fuck. That's it", he says casually. Ouch.
"What if I want to change that" I ask,
"Don't try. It won't work", he says harshly
"You're scared aren't you? You know you can tell me if you care, you might find that my answer will surprise you." I look him in the eyes.
His jaw tenses, he remains silent so I walk off the porch and down the street where I came from.
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A few days pass and he's silent, no late night texts or any texts at all. I can't stop myself from missing him.
It's like he's disappeared off the face of the Earth but I still see him at school, even though I ignore his presence I still feel his eyes on me.
"Hey y/n, you going to the party tonight?", I almost forgot it was Friday.
"Yeah, I never miss parties, even you should know that" I roll my eyes at my best friend,
"Shut up, you're totally coming to mine to get ready though, Daddy just finished the jacuzzi and you HAVE to try it", she goes on about the jets in the tub and how they have different settings of pressure or some shit like that.
"Alright I get it, I'll come over later I'm just gonna go home and get some stuff", I chuckle as I laugh at her blabbering,
"Okay see you then," She playfully glares at me before she's whisked off by her man.
I walk to my car to see something lodged under my windscreen wiper, 'wear something sexy tonight', I recognise the writing. Scoffing, I scrunch up the note and throw it away.
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I close my eyes as the jacuzzi massages my back, I peep at my friend and she is also in the same place as me. I laugh to myself as I cheekily splash her.
"Y/N!", she jumps wiping her face, shaking her head she gets out the tub and I follow in suit.
"Lets get ready, I'm borrowing your straightener", she says,
"What's mine is yours", I shrug. Her eyes light up, she then walks up the stairs.
I get a text, 'You better be wearing something sexy', I raise my eyebrows in satisfaction, he misses me for sure.
I text back; 'I will be, but I won't be wearing it for you', I smirk before I hit send.
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We pull up to the thumping house, I bite my lip in excitement as I'm dragged out the car by my friend.
She soon disappears in pursuit of her boyfriend, I make myself a drink as I watch the people around me grind up against each other.
Looking around I see him. He looks hungry. Hungry for me.
I look him up and down acting like I'm not interested. I smirk knowing my tight red dress has him wrapped around my finger.
Walking past a couple jocks, I hear wolf whistles and cat calls but I ignore them, they're not my targets tonight.
Seeing a somewhat good-looking guy, I ask him if he has a girlfriend. He shakes his head drooling over me.
I smirk before I sit down on his lap. Let the games begin.
I make eye contact with Lucky's piercing blue eyes before I wink. His jaw clenches.
I start making conversation with the guy I'm sitting on, his name is Leo. He uses some clever pick-up lines, I laugh at some and then we exchange numbers.
After a couple drinks I find myself making out with him. He's a good kisser but not as good as Lucky.
His hands start to explore my body, it just feels like he's grabbing my flesh. A sudden feeling of distaste plagues my body and I push him off me. He's too drunk to notice my absence and soon moves onto the girl sitting next to him.
I go outside for a smoke only to get pushed up against a wall, I don't resist as I smell the cologne I know too well.
His hands are pressed on both sides of my head trapping me, I smirk drunkenly.
"Miss me did you?" I chuckle,
"Yes and no, who the fuck was that guy you were sitting on", his voice is so fucking sexy when he's mad.
"Leo, he's so cute" I can feel him radiating jealousy,
"Who the fuck said you could sit on him?" His voice is husky and his closeness turns me on,
"Me, what are you gonna do about it?" I tease him once again knowing something bad might happen,
His eyes hungrily scan my face before his lips are on mine. On instinct I grab his face and let our lips move in sync.
"Are you still scared?" I pull away,
"No." He shakes his head,
"Do you want to change what we are?"I anticipate.
"Yes, you're mine and you always have been."He smiles before he leans in to kiss me once again.
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Sike ya'll thought I was dead.
- Vanilllakilllaa
