Tahulah's P.O.V
'Niall she'll be fine.'
'Zayn you promised us that she would be ok!' Niall spits.
'Niall mate calm down.' A voice that sounded alot like Liams tells him sternly.
'Can you guys please shut up.' I groan.
'You heard her, shut up.' Eleanor instructes.
'Thank you El.' I mummer not even bothering to open my eyes they feel too heavy.
'I need to speak with her gaurdians.' A voice I don't recongnise explains. I sit up slowly opening my eyes and taking in my surroundings, noticing I'm in a hospital room not Zayn's car.
'She doesn't have any, she's a ward of the state. I'm in the process of adopting her.' Danielle explains to him in a strained voice. Adopting me? What the fuck since when?
'I don't want you to adopt me. Your a fucking asshole.' I spit at her, watching her face crumble. I am beyond pissed at her. I tell her everything and she does this.
'Tah-.'
'Don't talk to me. Don't even fucking look at me.' I yell at her, earning concerned looks from everyone. I watch as Danielle rushes out of the room followed by Liam who shoots me one of the dirtiest looks I have ever seen.
'Maybe we should talk outside.' The doctor mummers before stepping out of the room followed by everyone besides Harry. Wait Harry? I thought he went out?
'She doesn't hate you, you know.' He tells me sitting next to me on the bed.
'No, but I hate her. I told her I didn't want to come here and she promised me she wouldn't let them take me here.' I tell him with a sigh.
'She is just trying to help you. She loves you so much it's so obvious. This is tearing her apart aswell.'
'Harry I'm scared. I can't control this. It's like there's another voice in my head telling me to do these things. I'm trying, I tried to stop it and make it go away. But I can't, I can't stop it. I'm not strong enough, It's going to win.' I cry out, I'm exhausted trying to keep everything bottled up.
'You are so strong, your one of the strongest people I know. It won't beat you. It can't beat you, because you are too strong for it. Like I said earlier, when I first bumped into you on the street I know you would be a strong person.' Harry says looking directly into my eyes.
'I'm not. I'm weak. I let it get this far. I just want it to be over. I want out. Harry I want to die.' I whisper looking into his shocked eyes.
'Don't you dare think about it. You are so strong, never think your weak ever. Zayn told us about what you did for him when you were kids, that proves you are a strong person. Not many 9 year old kids would've done what you did.'
'Harry you don't understand. I feel so weak and tired. Me being here is what's hurting me. I know if I die now the pain will stop and I'll finally be at peace. I'll have no more pain and I won't feel empty. I'll finally be free.'
'No.' He stutters out.
'Please I want this more than anything.' I beg him.
'No. Tahulah do you know that 2 years ago Zayn was thinking about suicide? You were one of the only things keeping him from doing that. He told me as much as he wanted to die, he was scared he would never see you again. He knew that if he did kill himself you'd be strong enough to get though it. Tahulah he's here because of you. He loved you so much that he couldn't do it. You saved him and I will be forever grateful for that. You saved him and now were going to do the same for you.'
