Mmm...
Why am I so... So stupid....
I just want to make other people happy b..but I just.keep getting hurt.over and over and over again...
Mm.. Should I just completely cut myself off..?
I have boundries but I don't follow them because.I'm afraid that they'll leave me...
I'm scared that... That maybe I'm not showing enough affection to my lover and they'll leave me...
..Why...?does it feel.... So... So painful...
Cuts and scars blending in with harm and sin I almost commited.the ultimate sin...
Cuts and scars.. Cuts and scars...
All of them bleeding out very hard..
Emotions
Though and reason...
Right now... They all feel like treason...
'I don't care I love you and with all my heart'
Who's kidding I was already broken from the start..
From these cuts and scars..cuts and scars...
..What an awful thing...
The birds are singing a happy tune.
Flowers are blooming at night and the afternoon.
And I'm just here all cutting here alone in my room..
When I always come up.with a reason...
To you it always seems like treason..
Why don't I end it here?..
..Ugh...
What an awful sound..
Screaming and crying no one seems to care
It's like I'm being punished with a unholy curse
All of it always goes from better to worse..
All of these things all of these sounds...
Can not heal the wounds.
My cuts and scars cuts and scars..
Forever these thoughts will haught me
For ever and ever...
For the rest of my life..
Cuts and scars cuts and scars...
What did I say..?
I thought you'd take my pain away
..The burning sensation..
Ah, there goes the hesitation
Cutting it close.. Cutting it deep...
These cuts and scars will finally let me go to sleep...
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-A poem by Mia Mckellar a poetic wrighter
Who's heart that gets lighter and lighter.. Brighter than the sacred everlasting fire
Need a poem for a special someone
PM me and we will see how great of freind you and me.
But wait till tomorrow at the unforgotton grotto where there's always a quote but here's my motto:
-Live life love and cherish... It's better than being bitter and left to perish-
