Chapter 45

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Izzy is making take all the credit to show Jace I was fine. I then saw his face. He didn't look happy. He then got up from his seat and came over to us. What does he want now?

"What may I help you with Jace?" I asked him when he came over to us.

"Can we please talk?" He asked ne.

"Then what is this. Isn't this talking?" I asked.

"In private?" He asked me.

"No. If you want to talk. Then talk. Whatever you have to say to me, you can say in front of them." I told him.

"I'm sorry. I do trust you. But you know that they can protect it better. I never meant to hurt you like that." He told me.

"Are you kidding me Jace? You just brought it up when you are trying to apologize. You got to be joking me." I told him.

Jace didn't know what to say when I caught what he slipped into that petty apology. I will trust me with a simple thing or something like this with me. Even if he doesn't like it. I didn't want to hear anything else from him. I got up and walked away from him. I didn't know where I was going. I just wanted sometime to myself.

It has been a while since that day. I only talked to Jace when I only had to. But I won't lie I do miss him. He came a big part of my life and I lost it. I don't know if Jace and I could be alright after it all. He hasn't even tried to talk to me or anything. I don't know if he even wants to be with me anymore.

"Hiding away again?" I heard behind me. I looked over to see Simon.

"No. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to have some quite time to sketch." I told him.

"Whatever you say Fray." He told me.

"What do you need Simon?" I asked him.

"I came to see if you are alright. I know you still unhappy." He told me.

He would know. Just not because od him being my parabatai. But he was my best friends. He could read me like an old book he read multiple times.

"I miss him. I hate he doesn't trust me. He seems like he doesn't even want to be with me." I told him truthfully.

*Simon's POV*

I really hate seeing Clary hurt like this. I know she really likes Jace. When he showed her that he really can't trust her then that just hurt her. I then left her alone after talking with her. I really don't know what to do. But I want to do something. Clary deserves happiness. Even if it with someone I really can't stand at moments. Jace makes her happy. I now know what I must do. I need to talk to Jace.

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