Jacey
Today Jordan came up to me. She was a little upset, and a little mad. When I asked her what was wrong she said, " You said that Austin liked me. Austin doesn't like me. Last night when I told him about what you said, he told me he didn't like me. Why would you lie to me? Why doesn't Austin like me?" I was actually really surprised by this. Why doesn't Austin like her? I didn't really know what to say so I pulled something out of my hind end and said to her, " I really did think Austin liked you, the fact that he doesn't is shocking to me as much as you. I am sorry for telling you that, I guess I should just stay out of other peoples business." She was super nice with her response back, " I guess it really isn't your fault you don't know how Austin feels. You were just trying to be a good person, and a nice friend. Which is something I want to think you for. I don't have very many friends." I replied, " I am sorry to hear that I just want you to know that I will be your friend when ever you need one. And if you ever nee d someone when you are going through this thing with Austin, you can come to me I will always be here to help you?" She seemed not to be worried about Austin and to my surprise she said, " Austin doesn't mean anything to me anymore. I actually am talking to this new kid named Alex." Well if you know anything about Austin at all you know that Alex is Austin's best friend. They are so close they are like brothers. I could see why she doesn't have any friends but I am not going to turn her away when she is in the need for a friend. Before she walked away she gave me a hug and said, " Thank you Jacey, I wish there were more people like you at this school. I wish there were more people like you in this world." Then she just walked away.
Austin
I finally told Jordan last night that I didn't have any feeling for her and I didn't want to date her. That was after she told me Jacey, L., told her that we were nothing. Can you believe that L.'s name is Jacey. That is such a cute! Anyways, Jordan was a little upset at first but after about 10 minutes she had already moved on to Alex. I knew she was meant for me that is because Jacey is the one that is meant for me. Now that I know she doesn't have feelings for me I don't know what I am going to do. I don't think I could ever date anyone else in this life time other than Jacey. You know how people say God makes someone for everyone. Well Jacey is the person God made for me. He just hasn't gave her the memo that I am the real one for her. Speaking of Jacey she looks really beautiful today. She is a t-shirt and sweatpants with her hair up in a bun. Seriously the most cutest thing I have every witnessed. Seeing her not really caring how she looks makes me more attracted to her. It seems like everything she does is attractive.
Jacey
Austin hasn't talked to me all day. I can't really decide if this is a good thing or a bad thing. Did I do something to make him mad at me? Why do I even care anyhow. If he didn't really like Jordan he is still a player. Although she wasn't crushed he could have really broke her heart. I don't really know how I feel about Austin right now. I can't tell if he is a nice guy or a bad boy. I don't think I really want to get caught up with him anyhow.
Austin
I haven't talked to Jacey all day today. I am afraid that she will be able to tell I have feelings for her. I don't want her to think I was playing her before. I want her to see that I can be the guy she is looking for. I want to be her perfect guy, like she is my perfect girl. I want to prove to her that I am not the kind of person she thought I was. I know to be able to do that I must talk to her, but I need things to blow over first. I know that Jordan talked to her about us. I know she is probably confused. I don't want her to hate me. So for now I need to just quite until I can finally express my feelings for her.
Tonight I have a concert! I had completely forgot that was even happening. Jacey has just been on my mind so much lately that I have forgotten a lot about music. I haven't been recording as much as I used to. I don't really know if Jacey is a consequence or a blessing personally I think she is a blessing but the Mahomies might think she is bad for me I don't really know how to feel. I love the Mahomies, but I think that I might one day love Jacey if she ever gives me a chance to. Which someday I hope happens.
Jacey
This is kind of weird Austin has a concert tonight and I am going. I had gotten the tickets for the concert when I lived back in Alabama. Before I had every met Austin. I think it is going to be weird to go to a concert of someone I go to school with. I have to go, one of my friends from Alabama is coming down here just to go with me. She doesn't know yet that I know Austin Mahone personally. It is kind of weird to think I know him this well.
