Jeon jungkook p.o.v
It has been 5 years since I started. 5 years since I found happiness, 5 years since I found love. But since 5 years I've been a coward and as time passes I can't keep it in anymore I want to tell it to him but I'm scared what If he doesn't like me back? what if he isn't interested in guys! Anxiety is kicking in and I just... I'm lost. I've been distant from everyone and I don't think it's going unnoticed. Hyungs are approaching me asking if I'm alright I want to say No I'm not.. But I can't I can't worry them. I think as time passes I'll gradually get over it. Hopefully...
Yet its another day, another torturous day even though I don't want to leave the comfort of my bed and sleep I'm and idol an adult I've to work ugh!! I feel so old, results of staying with jin Hyung. I huff and run towards the washroom to take a shower as I stand below the running water I can't help but think about last night's thoughts. I should stop before I get moody again. I finish my shower as soon as possible I put on an oversized black hoodie and black shorts and run down the stairs "good morning hyungs" "good morning kookie"
3rd person p.o.v
They all assembled around the dining table taking their positions as jungkook notices that his seat is next to taehyung he rushes to the other side of the table and sits with jimin. Seeing this taehyung loses his patience he's already had enough he decides to talk to jungkook after their photoshoot is done.~time skip~
Kim taehyung p.o.v
I've had enough, I can't go on like this how much more is he going to make me suffer until when should I keep on fantasising I'm just done I need to talk to him but what if he doesn't like me back? What if he already likes somebody else? I've seen him hang out with yugyeom a lot what if? But no I'm not going to keep this going on I can't!!! Doesn't matter even if I'm going to get slapped or kicked in my balls. The shoot just got over and we are heading back to the dorms that's it tae take a deep breath.... Phew.. Ready let's go.~time skip~(cuz why not)
There he is with that midget. "hey kookie can me and you talk" damn it's been long since I used that name I miss it already
"y-y-yeah sure why not hyung" he blushes what is wrong with him? "alone... Without the midget" "yah Kim taehyung I'm not a midget" "yeah, yeah whatever now leave I need to talk to kookie" "ugh!" and so he left wow! I'm nervous now "go and get dressed we are going out" he scurries off to his room my cute rabbit did I just say MY!!
OK.... Let me go get ready don't Want to make him wait now do we.
Finally I'm done. Wearing a simple black button up and dark blue jeans with puma sneakers. All set. Just waiting for the glory to walk down. There he is fuck he's cute, dressed up in baby blue stripped shirt tucked in black ripped jeans and Adidas he looks ethereal,beauty he looks sexy cute, taehyung not now.Jeon jungkook p.o.v.
Fuck he's hot, OK I'm shit scared I don't know what he wants to say isn't the daily torture enough. Now he wants to go out. God hates me that's for sure, we've started our journey and my crush decided it was fun to walk from one side of the city to the other but I'm glad it's with him as I walk with him I have a memory run in my head it's like the first time I came to Seoul, to bighit, to my true love. He takes me to that familiar park we used to visit when we were trainees. This is where it all started, we take a seat at a corner bench near the park wall not many people go to that place. he goes to buy an ice cream for the both of us, he hands me mine and starts licking his own. How I wish that was my uhm uhm. Yeah whatever. As we finish our ice cream he starts speaking "tell hyung what's wrong? " "huh! What do you mean" I'm starting to get nervous "don't think I haven't seen you behave differently why do you do that? Why do you ignore me? Why do you push me away? Did hyung do anything bad to you? Did I hurt you? Why kook-ah why?" he screams whispering the last part but I heard it clear I wish I could say it to you hyung, I wish kook had that courage to say it to hyung." I don't know what you are talking about? I'm sorry hyung but I can't keep on being with you everytime! I've a life too what's wrong with you? " I say or more of spat I'm sorry hyung forgive me...3rd person p.o.v
Taehyung corners jungkook to the wall slamming his hands on both the sides trapping him" you think I'm dumb! You think I'm CRAZY!! YOU ASKING ME WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!!!??!! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS IGNORING ME" screams taehyung "you want to know what's wrong with me? I'll tell you what's wrong with me you!! You are wrong! You walked into my heart without my permission you made me fall for you and just left me there! Couldn't you see couldn't you understand!?
I-i-i I fuxking love you!! I love you hung!!! Why? I don't know! How? I don't know.. Hyung listen to me I've bottled up enough I can't keep this going on you need to hear this. I love you I know it's wrong I know you think it's disgusting I know I'm not pretty or beautiful like those other girls and most of all I'm not a girl but you, you are just... You just stole my heart I didn't even allow you to do so. But yet what do I do Hyung, you can hate me all you want" *slap *. Jungkook held his cheeks tears dripping down, before he could say sorry he stopped. No his voice didn't get stuck, no taehyung didn't slap him again, no not because of his sobs or paparazzi, it was because he got kissed he just got kissed by none other than Kim taehyung. Jungkook was in shock but as soon as he recovered he responded back but confusion was vivid in his eyes. But that doesn't matter KIM TAEHYUNG was kissing him. "that was for calling yourself ugly. That is for telling you I love you too.."
"WHAT !!" "I love you jeon jungkook, I love you"
"waitletmecrydontseemenowilookugly" rambled jungkook making his taehyung chuckle, he leaned down to kiss his bunny on his cheek which further makes him red. "I love you too Hyung..."
"I know baby.." teases taehyung "hyung..." jungkook whines
And they both walk back home hand in hand.
The End..........
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I'm sorry for the shirty chapter. I'm a new writer hope you liked it... 😘😘~rukkie
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