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Where Have You Been? (namjin)

Kim namjoon p.o.v

Can my day get any better?!? I woke up late, spilled coffee all over my clothes, bumped into a lady, and now broke my fucking finger wow just wow!. My parents would be really proud my finger pains it fucking pains and like I'm running late. I'm going to be killed by my boss so good. I rushed into the elevator before it took off and I had to wait for another 15mins, I reached my floor in 5 mins, "good morning Mr. Kim" shit! Shit! Tell my mom, dad and ryan  I love them, "good morning Mr.min, how are you" I spoke nervously this is my last day, "I'm good, but what about you?" he spoke with authority, fuck that's hot, now is not the time namjoon "I see that you have injured your fingers go to the clinic, and... Oh you are staying extra hours today" "yes, sir" phew and I thought he was going to hang me. I did as he told there is a clinic near our office, I settled my bag, took my wallet and phone and walked towards the Clinic, I heard from an employee or more of a best friend that there is a new doctor. Don't know maybe today I can break someone's virginity too.

At the clinic

"good morning" I spoke to the lady behind the desk we both know each other really well. We'll after all I'm her daily customer"what did you break this time namjoon" she asks clearly worried "my finger jennie it's hurting a lot" "wait let me set you up with the doc" "hmm.." I hum she gets back to work, typing and shit I don't even know "there you go room no. 121 he's a new doctor " she says "thanks jennie". I walk towards the said room I'm used to it now I know every single doctor here. as I step in my whole world stops, there he is, the one who dissappeared from the face of the world, the one whom I loved, the one whom I love.

Kim seokjin p.o.v

It's my new day, I just arrived at Korea a few weeks ago and now I'm at dad's clinic, I haven't had a patient yet. Just when  I was playing with my Mario figurine someone walked in, without taking my head up I greeted my patient, to Say I was nervous would be an understatement "hi! I'm jin a general surgeon." as soon as I turn my attention towards the guy who just walked in, all the blood in my body stopped it was as if I'm trapped we both were staring into each others eyes lost in each others  seas. What can I say after all its my first and only true love " where have you been?" he asked with all the pain in this world, I could see him visibly shaking all I wanted to do was hug him, pepper him with kisses and tell him I've always been here. But I knew I couldn't, I shouldn't "pardon!" I couldn't help it I could see those tears forming in the corner of his eyes I wish I Could I wipe them off, "I'm sorry you just look to familiar, you look like that guy I once fell in love with" he states before plopping on the bed that is located in my room it took everything in me to walk towards him and not kiss him, I looked into his eyes those eyes that I once fell in love with that's an understatement I still love him , those eyes that have no emotion those eyes that are cold now, those eyes that are dead now. I grabbed his hands and saw that he has broke his fingers, my baby was always clumsy I see that he haven't changed "clumsy much!" "hmm" he hummed if that is not how an angel sounds then I don't know what does "you should take care of yourself joonie, I mean patient" I hope he didn't hear that. "so... You do know who I am and you are still pretending, when will you be brave enough and fight for yourself" he speaks with much difficulty "I'm sorry but I don't know what you are speaking about Mr" he scoffs he has all rights to and the rest of the time is silent between us. After I dress his broken finger I let him off and tell him not to stress on his fingers too much  he doesn't listen but nods, I'm sorry baby. You all might be wondering what happened between us well let's take  a small glimpse of the past shall we.

~6 years ago~
Today is our graduation I'm finally going to be free and spend some time with my baby. *Tring* "hello jin" it's my dad what does he want now "yes father" "you will be leaving tomorrow to Canada for your further studies I hope you break off everything with that pisky brat" "WHAT! how could you, you didn't even ask me about it" "I don't care I need you to pack your stuff and I won't take no as an answer, do you get that" I knew I had no choice "yes father". How could he why does God like to torture me Like this what have i everdone, I can't face namjoon now! I just can't so I did what a high-school graduate would do I ran, I ran away from my love from my everything and everything in me was dead.

Present

And that my friends is how I lost the love of my life I was a coward I still am. I still remember what he asked a few minutes ago "where have you been? ", "I've been here all my life, so near to you yet so far".......

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