BTS one shots bxb

Love Me- (namjin)

Third person p.o.v.

Everything has changed since the uproar of bts's fame. From members being busy individually and as a group, to little to no personal time. and surely the relationships in the group have change through out time too, yoongi and jimin were a couple then taehoekook and the most important namjin, despite their heavy schedule the other members somehow, anyhow try to make time for their other half/halves except for one. The most intelligent but dumb dimple boy of the group Kim namjoon, the young man had  forgotten that he has a boyfriend to go home to or more
precisely a home to go back to. Namjoon often drowns himself in producing and writing songs that he had started neglecting himself, on some days he would forget to eat and on some days jin would have to shove the food down his throat, sometimes he would forget that nights are for resting and on some days jin would have to drag him to bed. In the past few months conditions have become worse jin had slowly started to lose hope, there is never a night he doesn't cry himself to sleep, there is never a night when he expects for his boyfriend to walk in and have dinner with him, there is never a morning when jin longs for those extra five minutes cuddle or whines of his boyfriend to not wake him up, as desperate as he sounds he misses things not breaking in the house he misses scolding namjoon for destroying the house he is scared to say that namjoon has destroyed their relationship too,
Jin has started to become frustrated emotionally the usually cheery hyung was now replaced by a gloomy dark cloud of sadness. Jin had, had enough he has made up his mind that tonight would decide if the namjin will continue or will it be their last night. Jin had told all the other members about his decision although the boys tried to convince him otherwise he was stubborn he had told jimin and jungkook to get the ice-cream and telly soaps ready with  tons of tissue boxes. Jin was walking towards the studio heart thumping hard hands sweating lots.

Kim seokjin p.o.v

OK...... I think I should go back home and just text him, but that would be rude, jinnie you can do this OK  it's now or never. *knock *knock,  "namjoon are you there" the door creaks open and as soon as I get in I see a mess not just the whole room but a man too "hi jinnie, why are you here baby you shouldn't be here I'm sorry for the mess" guilty, I started feeling guilty but my anger was still there. "Kim namjoon do you have any intentions of continuing our relationship, or are you just playing with me, huh!! Who do you think you are ignoring me and everybody else if your head hasn't forgotten then you should remember that you have a house, a family and a boyfriend do you somehow remember now?!?!?!? '' I screamed I couldn't handle it anymore this was getting worse day by day and I had to end it before it destroys me even more "cat got your tongue Kim namjoon, or did you forget how to speak considering the fact that you have been in this room for I don't know 3 weeks??" namjoon was frozen where he stood a few feet away from me and when he looked up I couldn't, now I wasn't worried about him destroying me but scared that he had destroyed himself the dark circles under his eyes have visibly grown larger his lips are chapped his face and body looks leaner than usual what has happened to my joonie to my boyfriend "D-don't cry jinnie I'm sorry, it's just that i-i-i was kind, kind of insecure about the fact that I'm not giving army's my best and that I've been lacking behind, I remember I swear I do that, I have a boyfriend a family and a home and I can't let them down, I can't let anyone of them down that's why I've been staying and doing my best here jinnie I swear I'm sorry, I'm sorry please f-f-forgive me" I don't know when and how but my eyes have been flowing tears like a water hose damn! should have told jimin to bring some tissue boxes here as well, I never knew namjoon would be insecure his face holds the confident demeanour as if he was zeus himself and as much as guilty I feel for making him cry I'm happy I did I got to know what's disturbing him what's distancing him from us from me "you dumb idiot, how could you even think like that we will always love you no matter what, I'll always love you no matter what you do, you are a human you have all rights to make mistakes, you know this better than me joonie that we will not always be on the top that we won't be winning every award that we won't be the first always that one day someone will stand over us over power us but we, I will always be by your and each others side that we can be happy even if we are covered in scars  when we are together with each other, you don't have to be sad about it you don't have to be insecure about it, its the circle of life to be placed and replaced you can't change it we will help each other we will never leave you ever and its a promise, cross my heart hope to die" through my small speech I moved towards namjoon and let him lay his head on my lap while caressing his hands it felt euphoric now that I was this close to my lover "thank you jinnie baby I needed that, thanks for caring I appreciate that a lot and sorry for being an ass and no baby I don't want our relationship to end I'm sorry if I made you think like that I really am" said namjoon I was glad he was back I've to talk to yoongi and hoseok about this, seeing that they are really quite more close as best friends with each other, they say rappers
think alike dumb assholes then why couldn't they tell me what my joonie was thinking "it's okay baby, let's get home I don't want the others to get worried and from today onwards you won't work more than 4 hours a day like a normal human am I clear?" "yes sir, Crystal" I slapped the back of his head and dragged him to the dorm and needless to say namjoon wouldn't over work and took care of his health and our relationship blossomed even more and when we returned home that day we did eat the ordered ice cream and cried a lot because damn these telly soaps are fucking amazing, the one who cried the most was our groups baby jungkook like damn that guy cried for every single thing, and we also had a group talk and regardless to say we are living quite the tranquility filled life except for the occasional taehoekook couple screaming, grunting and shamelessly moaning everything has been good those kids are fucking like rabbits and damn the kinks I'm surprised how jungkook is able to dance so perfectly without tumbling or thrashing the next day.

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