Just like me. (Saeran x reader) *DISCONTINUED*

Will I Ever See You Again?

A/N: Thank all of you for the votes. I am in 438 overall! Keep it up! Thank you for supporting me while I have my phone taken away.

Your POV

It's been three months since I've seen Searan. He really never came back. I swear I have been hallucinating. I feel like I see him everywhere. I just shook my head and continued my day. My health hadn't gotten any better. If anything it was worse. My doctors worried. Yoosung was always checking in on me. I felt nothing other than the hole in my chest. I've tried to forget him but he always wedges back in. I found myself wandering the town hoping to bump into him. Saeyoung was always watching me somehow. I didn't really care. The pain was something they couldn't watch. 

"(Y/N)! Wake up! You've got to get up!" Someone yelled. I sighed and got out of bed. 'Another tireless night.' I thought. Yoosung smiled at me. "Ah! Sleeping beauty has awoken." He trimphed. I faked a smile. 

"Morning My Little Gamer." I said ruffling his hair. He huffed. I forced out another smile. Yoosung noticed it. 

"That looked a little forced. Are you really ok?" He asked hugging me. I nodded. Yoosung knew me to well. I couldn't really force anything without him noticing. He was my right hand man.

"I'm fine Yoosung. Really, I'm just a little tired." I said riffing his hair. He laughed and walked to the bathroom. 
I sighed and walked out into the kitchen. Saeyoung stood leaning on the counter.

"Look who bothers to get out of bed. " he joked. I resisted the urge to flip him off.  Instead I felt light headed. I gripped the edge of the counter and held my head. Saeyoung walked towards me. I held up my hand. I then threw up. I felt weak in my legs. 'dammit! Why is this happening? ' I screamed in my head. Saeyoung grabbed his phone and dialed a number. "You need to get here now. You leaving her was a terrible idea. Call me back when you grow the balls to listen to the voicemail." He set his phone down and grabbed the trash can. Yoosung ran out the bathroom.

"Crap. We need to get her back to the hospital." He said pulling his phone out. He dialed 911. I shook my head but he ignored me.  I threw up again in the trash can. Saeyoung stood there thinking. "Yes my friend is really ill. She needs medical attention." Yoosung breathed into the phone. I fought the urge to pass out. Yoosung set his phone down.

"What did they say?" Saeyoung asked crouching down to move hair out of my face. I threw up again.

"They're on their way." Yoosung explained fidgeting with his button on his shirt. I grabbed his hand. He gave me a weak smile. The siren rang out through the air. Saeyoung picked me up bridal style. I felt limp. I could move. I struggled to stay conscious. Light slowly slipped from my vision and I blacked out.

Saeyoung's POV

BEEP... BEEP... BEEP...
The sound was the only thing filling the room. I glanced at the door. 'God. Where are you?' I thought. 'He should be here if he had the balls to show up' My thoughts were interrupted by the door slamming shut. I jumped up.

"What the hell did you do to her?" He growled. I smirked.

"Welcome back. " I sneered. "Brother."
Searan glared at me. His mint eyes pierced into my gold ones. "I was doing her a favor."

"You are so fucked up." he growled. I just stood and watched him. He caressed her face. 'He really cares for her, huh?' I thought. 'He's almost a different person.' His face was soft. He was completely in love with her.

"Why did you leave her?" I asked. He glowered at me. "You love her, why did you leave?"

"Savior would kill her if I didn't leave. She forced me." He explained. I nodded. He held her hand. "How sick is she?" 

"She's pretty bad. She hasn't been eating very well or sleeping." I said sitting down. Saeran kisses her head. "Are you going to stay here?" 

"Yeah. Savior has left for a trip of some sort." He said. "Thank you." I grew shocked. 

"You're welcome." I muttered unsure of what else to do. Y/N groaned at sat up with her eyes closed.

"Saeyoung, who are you going talking to?" She asked. I didn't say anything. She opened her eyes and her face lit up. "Searan!" She squeaked and hugged my brother. He smiled and held her in his arms. She was crying. 

"It's ok Y/N, I'm here now." Searan said. She nodded in his arms. I smiled at the two. I stood up and walked out. I sighed and walked to my car. The car roared to life and I drove off to Y/N's house. I grabbed my book bag and went to my house. V's car was in my garage. I walked in and was alarmed by what I found.

YOUR POV

"Searan, when did you get here?" I asked lacing my flinging in between his. He look at the ground.

"I never really left. I told you that we moved the location so you wouldn't come looking for me and getting yourself killed." He explained. I nodded. He smiled. My heart fluttered. 

"I love you ,Searan." I said. He rested his head on mine.

"I love you to, Y/N. I will always love you. I will never stop loving you. Even if the world ends I'll still love you." Tears welled in my eyes. His words struck my heart. I closed my eyes and relaxed. My love has come back. The hole was now filled up. That was all I needed. He sat up and kissed me. It was different this time. He really meant this one. It was something that could stop my heart if I let it. He pulled away. 

"Thank you for coming back Searan. I don't know how much longer I could live without you." I admitted. He kissed my hand.

"I'll  never leave you ever again." He promised. I smiled and slowly went back to sleep.