Just like me. (Saeran x reader) *DISCONTINUED*

How Could You Lie To Me?

I woke up to the roar of Searan's jeep. I smiled and looked over to the drivers seat. Searan sat staring at the road. He seemed relaxed around me. At the very beginning he was so tense, like something was going to kill him if he made the wrong move. Now he was always relaxed and ready to go on an adventure if I asked him to. Searan stoped at a red light and looked at me. I smiled.

"Hey Searan." I said. "When did I get out of the hospital?"

"Ehh, about five minutes ago. I am taking you home. Yoosung is waiting for you." I smiled at the thought. Yoosung was so adorable. I remember the first day I met him.

*FLASHBACK*

"Hi! I'm Yoosung Kim." He said smiling. I held out my hand. 

"Hello! I'm F/N L/N." He shook my hand. I noticed the bandages around his eye. "Say, if you don't mind me asking, what happened to you eye?" 

"It's not important. I just had a little accident and hurt my eye." He explained. I nodded.

*END FLASHBACK*

"We're here." Searan said. I opened my eyes groggily. 'When did  I fall asleep?' I asked in my mind. Searan helped me ou the car. He held me in a piggy back position and carried me to my room. He unlocked the door and set me down. I whined clearly not ready for him to leave.

"Can't you stay?" I asked practically begging. He smiled. "Please?"

"Fine, I'll stay. You're lucky I love you." He blurted. I smirked. 'I could get used to having him living here.' 

"F-F/N?" Yoosung whimpered. I turned to look at him. He was hidden behind a door. "Wh-What is he doing here?" He shakily pointed a finger at Searan.

"What do you mean?" I asked stepping towards my terrified friend. He stepped back. "Yoosung, what's wrong?"

"He is what happened to my eye." Yoosung eplained, growling. "He captured me and tortured me, trying to get me to spill something about the RFA." I looked questionably at him.

"R-F-A?" I asked. Yoosung looked at me with tears in his eye. I shook my head. "You know what never mind." I said growing furious. I spun my heel and faced Searan. "You lied to me!" I yelled. "You told me that I was the only one you took hostage." Searan looked at me apologetic. 

"F/N I-" I cut him off.

"No, Searan. You lied to me. I cant take this if you're gonna lie to me." I explained. "Leave. Don't come back until you feel like you can tell me everything." Searan looked at me one last time, then turned and left. The door slammed shut and i fell to the ground and cried. Tears stained my face as I cried. Yoosung wrapped his arms around me. He sat down with me and I laid in his lap and cried.

Saeran's POV

I leaned on the door as I heard her sob. 'If I told her the truth, she would never trust me.' I thought. 'I did it to protect her from the real me.' I walked to the elevator and clicked the button. The doors opened and I walked in. The door closed and I slammed my fist on the wall.

"Damn!" I yelled. I probably lost the only thing I love, and I wasn't doing shit about it. I walked to the elevator, hoping F/N would open the door and tell me to come back. She never did. I walked out the elevator and went to my Jeep. It roared to life and i drove away. I gripped the steering wheel until my knuckles turned white. I sighed and closed my eyes. I knew it was dangerous, but i didnt care. I heard a car swerve and crash into my Jeep. The impact caused me to slam my head on the wheel. Knocking me unconscious. The only thought i had was F/N forgiving me.

Your POV

I heard cars crashing. It was rare so I looked out the window. I held in a sob and ran to the elevator. I stood there waiting. It was taking to long so I ran down the stairs. I ran towards the cars. The police were already there.

"LET ME THROUGH!" I screamed. They held me back. I fell to the ground and cried. It was karma. I told him to leave and he did. I didnt think that it would happen. "Saeran! I'm sorry! I didnt mean to kick you out. I was angry. Please." I whimpered. The police helped me up.

"Ma'am, do you know either of those cars?" The male asked. I nodded. He asked me which one. I pointed to  Searan's jeep. The man sat me in his car, trying to calm me down. "It's ok miss. I'm sure he is just fine." 

I watched as the firefighters pulled I'm out the car. He was badly bruised and bloodly. I cried out. I shot up. The man held me so i wouldn't run out into traffic. I buried my face into his chest. My heart hurt knowing that it was my fault he was like this. The man pushed me towards the ambulance. 

I reluctantly climbed in and stared at my injured love. He looked horrid. I held his hand as the vehicle drove towards the hospital with its blaring sirens. Life grew dull at that very moment. Nothing made a sound, yet there should have been voices and sirens. Color was drained from the back of the ambulance. There was a flash and I was I the cemetery. I stood in front of a tombstone I prayed I would never see.

Here Lies Saeran Choi

Born June 11th 1996

Died June 15 2018

He his held dear to many people.

My heart got caught in my throat. I turned to see Saeyoung. He looked angry.

"How could you? You killed the only thing i had left of my family. Now he's gone. It's all your fault." He was screaming at me. I held my hands over my ears, trying to block out his screaming. He was right. I was the reason Saeran was dead. He would still be alive if i didnt yell at him. I fell to the ground and cried. 

"It's my fault. I'm sorry." I sobbed. Everything faded and i fell asleep.

Cliff Hanger!!!!! I'm sorry i had to do this. It just seemed right for this story please don't hate me but the next chapter may take some time. I am going through some terrible writers block and i am trying to find inspiration. I love you all! Be safe!