Baby Mama

9

"Im sorry, I don't believe I heard you correctly." he spoke as though he was gonna vomit.

"I-- Im pregnant." I whispered out. He laughed. Almost to say it was joke, but it wasn't.

"How did this happen?" He ask himself. I sigh. "Well, what do you want to do?"

I shrugged. I didn't know. What would I do? I didn't want to get a abortion but I don't want to keep it. "Adoption?" I say aloud.

He shook his head. "Listen, if you want to keep it I will be there." He grabbed my hand gently. I felt this warm feeling inside my heart. Mabey it wouldn't be so bad to have a kid.

"I don't know..." I spoke softly as tears I did realise were there fell on my face. He pulled me in for a hug. He held me for a while.

"What ever you need I'm here."

"Thanks. I have a doctor's appointment Saturday. You can come if you like."

"Of course."

He pulled back and kiss my lips. I smiled against his soft lips.

"We are in this together Lizzy." He smiled against my lips. I never thought this would be the reaction I was gonna get. But thank god I did. I don't take rejection to well.

"So where you going after this?" He asked. I shrugged. "Home. After what?" I asked in confusion. He gave me a sly grin. "This," he spoke as he came to contact with my lips again but this time it was sensual.

My body reacted immediately. I pulled him closer as he laid me down on the couch. He rubbed all over my body. He was kissing and sucking my neck. "Lizzy..." He spoke breathlessly in my ear as he slid hand in my pants touching my sensitive spot.

"Mmhum?" I moaned. He started rotating in circles. "Tell me your mine." He stated. I sighed. "I uhh," he then slid two fingers inside me. "Ahh." I moaned. "Say it!" With every second he speed up and it drove me crazy. "Im-- uhh, Im- Im..."

"Come on, say it for daddy baby."

"Im yours." I moaned out. As soon as I said that he practically ripped my pants off and proceeded to fuck me.

*****
We laided on the couch butt ass naked. Breathless once again. "You know this is how we got in the mess we're in." He joked.

I laughed. This I realise he was referring to the pregnancy. Damn it! I had just for got about it.

"I got to go." I stated flatly. David rolled his Eyes. "You don't have to leave Liz."

"I have work in the morning."

"Yeah about that, a twenty two year old shouldn't be working in a bar let alone a pregnant one."

"Yeah well this one is," I say as I get up. "I have to support myself." I point out. He sighs. "I could take care of you." He spoke but low.

I look at him in shock. "You barely know me and if I wasn't pregnant I probably wouldn't have spoken to you again."

He got up and tried to kiss me. I shoved him back.

"Stop trying to push me away!" He yelled. I shrugged as I finished putting my clothes on. "I'm not going anywhere." He stated firmly. "We having a kid! We are now bonded for life Liz."

I ignored him and headed for the door. He grabbed my arm gripping it tight. "Call me when your done being a drama queen. Kay?" He let go shoving me a bit. I snatched away and left out the door with this feeling in my chest.

What have I gotten myself into.

I sat in the doctor office waiting for my name called. It was nerve racking I mean I know I'm pregnant but hearing from a doctor will completely confirm it.

Though we had a disagreement David told me he meet me here at 12:30 its 1:38.

I didn't bother to text or call because I didn't want to be pushy and I honestly didn't care if he showed up but its fact of lying about the situation is what bothers me. I rather he just said I want nothing to do with you or the baby.

I shook the negatives thoughts from my head.

I looked through a mommy and me magazine.

How to insure a healthy relationship between you and your baby! - page 24

Mhhmm. I flipped to page twenty four.

1. Skin to skin contact
2. Breast feeding
3. Kisses

Interesting.....

"Elisabeth Johnson!" The nurse called out. I got up and grabbed my things. I walked through the door into the office.

"Strip naked and put this on please." She handed me a paper material like hospital gown. I put it on and took a seat.

I waited untill the doctor finally came. After the nurse checked my weight and blood pressure ect.

"Hello Liz, how are you?" Doctor Fiona spoke as she walked through the door. I shrugged. "Well your blood work came back positive for pregnancy."

I nodded my head in acceptance.

"Your now four weeks, almost five."
She explained. I sighed. Here it was the official truth.

"You ok?" She asked.

"Yeah, just still in sock a little." I answered. She nodded. "Do you plan to keep the baby?" She asked.

I shrugged . "Well I didn't have the intent of not keeping it, but I don't know," I sat and thought for a moment. "I'm only twenty two. I have so much life left to live."

"How you feel about doing a ultrasound?" She asked. "Just want to check in there a bit."

I agreed.

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She places the gel onto my stomach then the wand. She looks intently at the screen. "Let's see here...."

"Ah!"

I look up.

"There goes the little buddy."

I look to see a little spot on the screen. "Wow, it's so small."

"Yeah, the baby will start growing bigger with in the next few weeks." She explains. "So if you do decide to continue with the pregnancy be prepared."

"Ok." This is happing for real and I need to start making decisions. I heard my phone buzz. I picked it up.

Text from David. I rolled my eye's.

David: sorry I couldn't make it. Business meeting held me up. Dinner tonight?

I sat the phone down without responding. I didn't have time for his bull and excuses. The doctor tool off the gloves and turned the lights back on. "So where all done here. I'm going to prescribe you some vitamins ok?"

I nod my head. I guess I had made my choice in that moment I was gonna do this with or with out David.