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Bucky Barnes Imagine

Red. Red is all Bucky can see. It's covering the walls, the floor, even the ceiling. Your shared apartment is painted in blood.
The smell hit Bucky before he even made it to the door. That metallic smell Bucky had gotten so used to after being the winter soldier. But he's different now. He's changed; you changed him. So when the smell hits him after stepping out of the elevator, he goes straight into fight mode. The smell of blood is behind your apartment door. You're behind that apartment door. It doesn't even take a second for Bucky to run full force into your apartment, not even bothering with the key. He'd like to say he wasn't shocked at all the blood, but he was. Even after years of being an assassin, that much blood shocked this soldier to his core. "(Y/n), (y/n)!?!" Bucky screams. "(Y/n), where are you!?!" And yet you don't answer. Bucky knows something is wrong. Bile immediately rises to the top of Bucky's throat but he forces it back down. Now isn't the time to let his emotions overwhelm him. No, he needs to find you first. He runs from room to room, screaming your name. And when he kicks open the locked bathroom door, his heart feels like it was ripped straight from his chest. It's you. Red, beaten, broken. You laying on the bathroom floor with your eyes wide open. "Oh god (y/n)!" Bucky cried while falling on his knees, pulling your lifeless body close to his own. "Please baby, please wake up. This can't be happening. I can't loose you. Please (y/n) I love you so much. Please. Please." Bucky cries into your matted, blood dried hair. He looks at your body and he knows what he has to do. He has to kill the men who took you away from him. "Bucky, Bucky wake up." He hears coming from the other room. He picks up your lifeless body and goes to follow the voice that mimics your own. But that's not possible. You're dead. He walks into the living room and no one is there. "Who's there!?!" He shouts. But no one answers. Until suddenly the room shakes. "BUCKY WAKE UP"
Bucky shoots up out of bed. He's drenched in sweat. His face is cover in tears. And he's shaking. He quickly turns to your side of the bed and there you are. You look terrified. You are. But mostly you're concerned. "Bucky, you must've been having a bad dream, baby are you okay?" You reach out to him but don't touch. Just in case he's so in shock that he might go into attack mode. You know he wouldn't mean to but after years of torture you can't blame him if he did. "You're alive?" Bucky questions. And now you know what he was dreaming of. He dreamed you died. "Oh baby, yes. Yes I'm here. I'm here and I'm never leaving," you say while you pull him into your arms. Bucky's shaking. This can't be happening. His dream felt so real. He felt you in his arms. He saw your lifeless body. "Please kiss me. Please (y/n). I need to know this is real, I need to know you're okay," Bucky pleads. And you don't even question it. You attach your lips to his and you just let out everything. How much you love him, how sorry you feel for his dream, how real you are and how real this love is. "I thought you were dead. God it felt so real." "I'm here Bucky. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere," you promise. " I don't know what I'd do if I lost you. I don't even know who I am without you," Bucky cries into your shoulder. "It's okay Bucky, you'll never have to find out. I'm always going to be here. I'll never leave. I love you Bucky." "I love you too (y/n)"
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AN: so I changed #9 a little bit. Not to much so I hope you don't mind. I really enjoyed writing this, so thank you so much to  @BuckysGirl42 for requesting this. I should get your other request up pretty soon. I hope you all enjoyed this part!! Please keep requesting!!