knife | jensoo (Slow Updates)

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I silently cry my way back to my office, to pack up and leave.

But wait.

Namjoon is also there.

What should I tell him??

What will he do??

Nervousness started taking over me. I am so scared that I don't even know what to do. I'm just afraid of facing Namjoon. I don't want to break down in front of him, if he ever finds out.

I can't just tell him that I did some stupid shit back in his office, and lost my job.

Tsk, I don't even know what to do now.

As I walk, I just look down, refusing to meet anyone's eyes.

A few bumps here and there while walking, and some "I'm extremely sorry" and some "Watch where you are going!"

But I give no effort to reply to them nor smiling it off. I just look down.

While walking I accidently bump onto someone real bad.

I look up to see who it is, and it pretty much turns out to be Jisoo. She is wearing a blank face but at the same she running off to I don't know where, but she seems in a hurry.

She stares at me blankly before moving out of my way.

I stare at her back, running, and I turn around to go to my office but then almost end up screaming when I see Namjoon standing right in front of me.

"Oh, hi!" He smiles brightly, but then fades away when he notices my sad face, "What happened?" He asks worriedly but I shake it off and say "nothing" But then he remembers something quickly. "Wait you went to the boss right?" He asks I immediately look at him, "Right?" He asks and I nod slowly. I end up breaking down right there, tears making its way out of my eyes and I fall into his chest.

"I lost my job!! Just because of my stupidity! Only if I could control my anger!" I start screaming.

We are not yet inside my office, we are like just outside so basically I'm creating a scene right here, but I don't care. People start crowding around, Namjoon struggles to hold me in place and at the same time telling the people to leave, but none do.

I notice that it is getting kind of hard for him to handle the situation so I barge into my office followed by Namjoon, he requests everyone to leave and tells that I'm just not feeling well.

I start packing up the minute I get inside, Namjoon tries to stop me but I don't.

"I am sorry Namjoon." I cry out, "Guess you will be in my place from now." I tell.

"No! I can never think of sitting on your chair!" He gives me a look of pity as he says.

I fall on the ground in a sitting position, done with everything.

My dream,

My life it's all broken now,

Namjoon walks over to me and sits beside me giving me a brotherly hug and stroking my hair gently.

"It's okay, Jennie, I am sure he'll hire you again, I will request him, just don't give up."

"It's of no use, Namjoon..."

"Let me try atleast!" He convinces

"If it won't work??"

"No, I'll try my best." He smiles showing off his dimples, which makes me smile at his positivity.

"Okay then."