knife | jensoo (Slow Updates)

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It's not been too long since we've started dating, and it seemed like our bond had gotten stronger as days passed by. Jisoo even started sleeping in my house, but we haven't done any funny businesses, we only cuddled each other to sleep.

Our warmth was the only thing which could drag us to sleep.

Even during these moments where I could start smiling once again, not find weekends dreadful again but instead wished that they had lasted longer,

I felt like I still needed to make up for something, answer an unanswered question which has killed several people in curiosity.

I sighed, it's the media...

Even if it's our personal life, they get payed for meddling in other's life and invading their privacy.

"What are you frowning for so early in the morning?" My thoughts get cut off and my mind goes in a state of relaxation as I hear her voice.

"Nothing really." I shrug, "Just feel guilty and grateful at the same time."

"Guilty for what?" She rests her arms on the railing and puts her head in her palm, staring at me.

"Some things are so unrewindable, I know I should be happy with everything working out just fine, because of you I can smile again yet I am distressed about this one thing that I can't put my finger on." She explained with an exasperated sigh.

Jisoo tried to take in her explanation, "Is it the media?"

"Even if it is, I feel like once I'm done dealing with it, that feeling will still haunt me."

"So it must be something else, right?"

I nodded weakly.

"Is it the feeling of 'I don't want this happiness to end'?"

I look at her.

"I-is it?" She asks.

I grab my head, "Probably, since we've been happy for so long. But-"

I cut myself off, thinking for a moment.

Is it really that?

Jisoo grabs my wrist, "Come on, let's worry about that later. Help me with the breakfast!"

"Y-yeah..." I follow behind her.

She leads me to the kitchen and I sit on the counter.

I'm probably really am ruining the mood, I don't want us to think much about it, let's enjoy this moment till we can.

"How can I help you?" I ask her flirtatiously.

"Maybe you can help by getting off the counter?"

I chuckle and get off the counter, "But where should I sit?"

I try making a cute puppy face.

"O-outside, I guess..." She flushes and I control my laughter.

"But I want to stay with you~" I pout and she covers her face.

"Do whatever you want, just don't disturb me." She says as if none of tricks worked on her.

"Okay~" I back hug her.

"You're such a tease." I hear her whisper and I smile.

"Alright then, I'll freshen up for real." I wave at her and walk upstairs.

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I slap my face and mentally yell at myself to stop smiling.