Show Me What Love Is II •JenLisa Adaptation•

Chapter 5. Sudden Changes

- Are you hungry? - She asked coldly.

Yes ... She saw them. I sighed. And now what am I supposed to tell her? If I do not even remember what happened.

-A bit- I answered discouraged.

-I already ordered food- She answered.

She did not look at me. She picked up the glasses I had left last night and took them to the kitchen.

-You do not have to do that, I can do it- I said following her.

She completely ignored me. She passed by me as if I did not exist and returned with the plates of snacks. I'd rather she yell at me, throw things at me ... I do not know, but being ignored hurts a lot more. I sighed and went through my cell phone. I should call her ... I have to know what happened.

-Lisa? - Asked her hoarse voice.

She was still sleeping.

-Hey ... I need ...- I said without finding the words- Did something happen last night?

She made a small silence.

-What do you mean?- She asked, clearing her throat.

-You know what I mean! - I said desperately- Did we have anything?

She sighed heavily.

-No- Sentenced seriously.

-And how is it that my neck is marked? - I said annoyed.

-That ... Actually that happened- She said nervously- But only that, then you separated me from you ...

I closed the eyes. Jennie would not believe me anyway.

-Okay ...- I said resignedly.

I hung up and I looked out the window. What do I tell her? Nothing really happened. Surely I did not kiss her lips. I would remember ... I started to have gaps in the park. Clear! It was when I tried to climb the tree. I did not kiss her ... I did not. I went back to the kitchen. She looked so upset that she was a little scared.

-Can we speak for a moment? - I said in a trembling voice.

-About what?- She asked dryly.

-I did not do anything ... I swear- I said trying to get her to look at me.

She kept ordering my things with the alteration to the surface.

-Jennie?- I said cocking my head.

-I do not want to talk- she said annoyed.

The bell rang and it was like I really was not. She received the food and paid. She left it on the table and went back to where I was.

-Do not you want to ... eat? - I asked looking at her.

-I had breakfast with those in the office- She said throwing away the garbage- I'm not hungry.

I rolled my eyes and went to the table. I have a clear conscience ... almost totally. I do not have to feel guilty, but I do it anyway. I moved the chicken salad in front of me. I do not feel like eating anymore.

I put myself in her place, I would have bothered too, a lot! And I would not have believed that nothing happened. I hope that the relationship does not end with this, even though I have become used to losing her in the blink of an eye, I do not want to experience it again.

I stared at an uncertain point. I have not had sex for a long time, it's not like I'm justifying me, but c'mon! I am human and since Jennie, I fell infinitely in love with sex, well ... with her it was wonderful, I saw fireworks, and I have not had that for a long time. If she touchs me with a pen I feel tingly.