PERFECT ➣ JINCENTRIC✓

𝐎𝐑 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘

Park Jimin
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I, Park Jimin is an asshole. I continuously fuck up things for myself and others. Why am I still alive? I had one thing going for me, and that was Kim Seokjin.

I was introduced to Jin by my friends. Jin and his brother Taehyung had joined our group and Jin basically stole all the attention. Jin is so intelligent and just absolutely beautiful.

He's prettier than most of the girls at our school, with his pink hair, big brown eyes, and soft plump pink lips. Who wouldn't fall for him? On top of all that Jin is really caring and friendly. He always has a big sweet smile on his face and is kind to everyone he meets. He's absolutely perfect.

I hated it, everyone loves him so I wanted to take away everything he had. I started with his best friend Min Yoongi. Yoongi had a crush on Jin and it was pretty obvious from the way he would act like Jin was better than everyone else. Yoongi needed a distraction and I was exactly that.

I kept him away from Jin as much as possible, constantly hanging around him making it impossible for Jin to be around him. As soon as I heard Jin and Namjoon were together I had to break them apart too.

I slept with Namjoon one night when we were drunk, I became something of a side hoe. I would text him and throw hints that we were messing around to hurt Jin, but he was too dense to notice.

Jin eventually found out, and Namjoon and I got together soon after. Our relationship was a mess, we would fight and argue all the time, and when it became too much I snapped and left.

I tried calling my other friends after the breakup, but no one wanted anything to do with me. The only other person I could turn to was Jin, and he was kind to me after everything I did. He forgave me.

I didn't realize what I was doing was hurting myself and him until that day. I let my jealousy get the best of me and became a completely different person because of it. I thought hurting him would make me feel better about myself.

Jin gave me another chance to be friends again, and I promised not to fuck it up. We would hang out more often and became best friends. I started to fall for him all over again, and even though no one in the group seemed to trust me I still decided to tell Jin how I felt.

I confessed and of course, he rejected me, not really surprised from the way I treated him before. He didn't let that change our friendship, my shitty actions or my feelings towards him.

Jin deserves so much better. Gosh, I wish I could be better.
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