vernons little sister

chapter 7

It has already been a few month since me and hoshi has been dating it has been amazing since we have been together,but there is something going on between him and seventeen they keep discussing something and he wont tell me im really getting worried should I be, i should be right because he they never hide anything from me and I MEAN nothing, so what's the difference between this time like come on and even my boyfriend is doing it to, the whole group is, this isn't right

Man this is boring I'm just sitting on my bed while they talk downstairs they said I couldn't be down their while they discuss something I wanna know what it is but they still won't tell me.

"A/N" "yes" I reply "please come down here we need to speak with you" "ok" i say as I walk down the stairs they were all sitting down on the couch I sat down on the little thing that would be in the middle where u would put ur feet on (I have no clue what it's called) so I sat down and they wouldn't stop staring at me "we have decided since we are always gone at concerts and tour that you should debut with a group or something i mean that is if u want to so u wouldn't have to stay at the house alone a lot" " but what entertainment should I debut with and how do know that I will make it they might not even want me I have no talent" "that a bunch of crap u have talent we hear u singing and rapping a lot it's like damn and you can go for any entertainment you want It doesn't matter you don't have to be with pledis if you don't wanna it's up to you" Vernon said "fine I'll find one" "ok good we will be there every step of the way if u want us to be your boyfriend can help with ur dancing as well so you can go in there and show them what your made of" he smiles at me

"if I do make it and I do become an idol will I still live here with y'all or do I have to live with them" I ask Vernon "that is totally up to your manager if u get to stay with us" "ok I'll start looking" I get up and started to walk up stairs I turn around "I love y'all" they all smile at me "we love you to" they all said

That night

I was searching on the internet for some entertainments that i can apply for I saw one that is looking for a new girl group one that would be called blackpink ( I'm sorry but blackpink is my favorite girl group so I had to and I'm not saying that there the only girl group I listen to I'm saying there my favorite) Should I join, I thought or should I do a solo with cube, decisions decisions this is hard maybe I can do both hmmm that seems like a good idea (honestly I don't think u can be in two entertainments at once but imma put it in here anyway cause why not makes it more fun)  yup that's it imma join YG and CUBE entertainment maybe I can make some more friends

Honestly that would be nice to have somemore friends here than just my brothers group I guess I can submit something tomorrow about me joining.

Later that night

Ugh I can't sleep at all me think about submitting something is really getting to me like what if they don't like me and they don't want me. This so frustrating why did they want me to join a group ooh ya so I wouldn't be "lonely" while they were gone on tour and stuff but I'm not even lonely so come on. It's not that bad being here alone and plus if I join an entertainment I might not even be able to live here anymore and I wanna live here with my brother and my boyfriend and the rest of the guys, ugh why is this so difficult well whatever I'm gonna at least try to get some sleep and to not try to think of this stuff, I'll think more of it tomorrow with the guys that'll be better and then maybe tomorrow I will be able to sleep.
Then I finally fell asleep.