I stare at the pale wall. I miss the red warm color of my bedroom wall, the cool fan that hit my face because it was a hot summer, my dogs figure on the floor and most of all I miss my warm bed. It's cold here, the bed is thin and has squeaky springs. I'll be in my big warm bed soon enough though.
They think I'm okay again, think I'm happy again. That's funny because they obviously can't see that I have fake smile and laughs. Well, it can fool most people unfortunately.
I remember seeing a blurry room then I could almost make out the worried expression my mom had, when she found me in the corner. In tears, I couldn't even talk or move. He had left.
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Numinous || m.c
RomanceNuminous (adj.) describing an experience that makes you fearful yet fascinated, awed yet attracted- the powerful, personal feeling of being overwhelmed and inspired.
