Not Over You (Red X Reader X Calem)

Silent Burdens

Green's PoV

I knew Red was anxious to see y/n, but I could tell from my conversation with her so far that the feeling was less than mutual. He was in for a shock and it certainly was not going to be pleasant. It was almost a burden to know how upset he was going to be. Y/n may have moved on, but Red certainly hadn't. It was difficult seeing how depressed he was now so, I couldn't imagine what it would be like when he saw Calem and y/n together, as a couple.

"You can't tell him about the call or anything mentioned in this call or your dead Green," Y/n threatened in a demonic voice I didn't know she was capable of.

"I promise I won't," I sighed hold up my right hand so that she knew I meant it.

"Thank you Green, I really appreciate it. I would just like to tell Red everything myself," Y/n explained as she smiled.

"Well I should go to bed so I'll see you soon," I smiled as I ended the call.

I couldn't tell Red about the call. I promised y/n I wouldn't tell but it was so difficult not to let my best friend suffer, although he would suffer either way since he would hear the news from someone eventually. I didn't want to just sit idly by while my best friends to one another apar, but I had to. This was their problem, not mine.

I got ready for bed and then laid down on my bed after shutting the door minimizing the amount of light that came in the room from the hallway. I could hardly sleep because of what I knew. I eventually got to sleep though and drifted off to a land of dreams to escape from the harsh reality I lived in. I know that my dreams gave me happiness and a sense of calm, but in the back of my mind I knew tomorrow would be full of guilt.

I am really busy and although I am not going to stop updating this story I am going to slow down the updates to give me more time to write because lately I haven't had enough time to write to update on time. It makes me feel guilty when I say I'm going to update on a certain schedule and then I don't. I will try to update biweekly, but it might be once a month until my schedule clears up.