From The Streets 2 : Hall of Fame

Chapter 19

Mya pov

When i woke up August had just come out of the bathroom.

"Mawnin ma"

"I got breakfast outside fa ya " i nodded . "Thank you"

He seemed down. Just sad . Its all because he found out that i'm pregnant and how he been treating me while being so.

I love him no matter what. God has given me a deep love for this young man.

All i wanted to do was hug him and love him out of this guilt and shame feeling. I hated seeing him like that made me sad too.

I got up and brushed my teeth. It was then i realized my bump was showing out.

A big smile crossed my face. My lil munchkin.

"Cant wait to find out what you are "

I went to the kitchen and sat by the counter . August stayed leanin on it.

Just staring at me. Automatically i blush. "The bump is showing out now" i lifted my shirt and showed him.
I know he felt it and all but seeing it pop out makes me realize that i'm actually carrying a life inside me.

He smiled a bit and came over. He stooped low to kiss my belly.
"I'm so so sorry baby"

"I was busy tryna accuse ya mama of things that i didnt even know you were in here" he started sheddin tears.

"I gotta tell ya , i feel like crap. This time i dont know how to redeem myself. Just letting you know something so very important and its that i love you and ya mama. I promise i will try to be the best man that i can before you come so i can be ready to be your father . Please forgive me" i felt his tears fall on my stomach. All i could do was pass my hands through his hair and pull him in for a hug.

"I'm sorry ma" how is it possible he's making me feel bad by just being sad about his past mistakes.

Help me God.

As the time went by i realize we were reachin Mel's birthday . So August was hardly ever in the mood.

He would be quietly moving around the house. Or maybe just lay his head on my belly while watchin tv or chillin on the bed.

I had totally forgot to speak to him concerning my performance with Chris.

It was too late now ... i just got a message from him. He sent me a pic of myself on a bill board.

What is this ?
Before i got the chance to explain he video called me.

Okay now you can explain ..

"I was meant to talk to you about it earlier , it just had so much goin on . "

"Well yeah they asked me to perform. A solo and something with Chris"

"Mmm okay , you sure you can do that.. with the baby?"

I chuckled a bit . Silly Augie . Gettin protective already.

"Yess i can sit. Chris already told me i wont be doin too much."

"Aight. I just want yall to be safe na"

"We will"

"I'm proud of you mama, makin boss moves out hea."

"Not goin be surprise if i catch you singin

At the store i can get em all i dont wanna choose" i laughed at his nonsense.

"Thank you baby, it feels good to not have this on my chest anymore"

"Sorry bout that again"

"Is cool , we done past that"

He nodded stroking his beard.
"Anyway my flight is soon i'll text you when i get there. Dont forget your flight is in the next hour"

"Yeah ma , wrappin it up here and then ama bounce to get ready"

"Aight cool bye"

"Yh bye "

"Aye"
Just when i almost hung up. Thinkin it was something important

"Mmmm"

"I love you "
And it was. Made me blush and all. He can never not make me blush.

"I love you too"

Then he hung up. Chris been blowing up my phone on how happy he is to see me perform tonight.

I'm more nervous than anything right now. First performance at the Grammy's help me God. Its August first time performing there too.

How awesome.
Crazy thing is i didnt even get to rest before heading to dress up station.

"Chris i'm not feelin too good" my stomach wasnt feelin anything right now. Just as someone speaks to me their breath had me nauseous.

"Okay okay is it because your nervous? Or is it because of my lil kiddo?"

"Its definetely the baby" some people startin fannin me .

"Aight lemme get you some water , while toya show you some dresses" he went come back.

The nausous feelin only got worse i felt like i needed to go to a bathroom now.

"I got ya wa-" i pushed pass everyone to get to the bathroom.

I felt a pair of hands rubbin my back. What ? Chris aint vomiting. Goal accomplished for him.

When i was done i got up to see that it was August.

"You good?" I nodded "my throat just hurts a bit" then it was his turn to nod his head.
"I'll let you wash off" he walked out and i went ahead and washed my mouth.

When i stepped out he stood there with a chicken soup and my pills.

I went ahead and hugged him "you are a life saver"

I sat down as he stood infront of me .
"Cant wait to see you tonight "

"I cant wait to see youuu , witcha i dont wanna nobody but you -"

"Okay okay alright" he cutt of my terrible fake singin.

We both laughed "so goofy"

"But you love me thoooo"

"Yeah yeah i do " he stared in my eyes lovingly. He rubbed my belly for a while before gettin ready to dip

"Well i gotta go get ready see you in a few"

He leaned down to kiss my forehead and then my nose...but no lips.

He leaned close to kiss me before pullin back. "Hmmm naaaah"

"You got vomit breath"

"I washed my mouth!" I yelled as he was leavin.

"Ion care that ish was nasty as hell"
"Got a nigga stomach messed up" and he was gone.