Escaping Jake Paul

Chapter 38

Lily's POV:

" jack ? Is that you ? " I asked through the phone.

" yea it's me, how are you ? " he asked me and I just replied with a fine. It felt weird talking to him. I didn't know what to say or how to feel.

" jack ? How's Daniel doing ? " I asked him.

" Lil he's heart broken still, I'm going to be straight out honest with you, he hasn't stopped loving you and we can all see right through him, he met this girl but it was only an excuse to get over you. It wasn't working very well " once jack had told me about that my heart melted, I couldn't help but to feel guilty.

" jack , can we meet up I need to talk to you please, you're the only one that can understand me " I sighed looking at the ground.

" yea we're in LA , we're on break for tour so I can plan something for the two of us " he said and I just lightly smiled under my breathe.

" thank you for giving me a chance to explain myself " I said.

" who are you on the phone with jack ? " I heard someone say. It seemed to be Daniels voice, god I missed his voice so damn much.

"don't worry about it, I got to go I'll see you tomorrow ? I'll text you where to meet me " he said and I just replied with a okay and then he hung up.

I missed them so much, now that Jake admitted that he didn't want to be in my life I was happy but then not at the same time, I was happy because that's all I ever wanted from him, I was sad because I thought maybe the baby will make Jake change and he will actually be there for me but I was completely wrong about everything. He didn't want to be a part of my life anymore and I know no one did, Logan doesn't seem to upset about it and I am not gonna force him to help me raise this baby when all along he doesn't want to. I know once the boys find out they'll hate me for good and that'll leave me watching the baby and raising him or her on my own. I wasn't financially, physically or mentally ready for this baby and that was going to be a huge problem for me.

Next day -

" jack ! " I screeched and ran up to him hugging him really tight, I didn't want to let go.

" how have you been you look different " jack said hugging me tight as well.

" I've been horrible, how is tour and how are the rest of the guys I miss them so much including Daniel " I sigh looking down at my hands, I couldn't help but to feel guilty again.

" how do you think he's been ? You made a bad move Lily, you broke his heart. He's not the same Daniel we used to know and it's not only hurting him but it's effecting us as well "

" jack that's exactly why I am here, no more lies no more broken hearts, I am done lying to the people I love just because of one stupid person forcing me to " I said as I had tears forming in my eyes.

" what do you mean Lil ? " jack asked and I just sat there dumbfounded. I didn't know how far to take the story I didn't know wether or not I should tell him only some things or all of it. But then again like I said, I am not longer going to hide anything from the people I love, I can't.

" Let's go for a walk and I'll explain everything" I said looking at him with shame in my eyes.

" basically, Jake held me at gun point and forced me to tell Daniel I no longer wanted to speak to him and that I was in love with him instead when non of that was actually true. He made everyone hurt me and he made me look like the worlds most terrible person. The guilt was taking over me but I knew I couldn't tell the actual truth to anyone. Not only did I lie to you all but I lied to Logan as well, he ended up saying mean things to me but we are okay now" I said and then took a pause to think what I was going to say next. I looked over at jack and he seemed to have tears in his eyes. He just nodded for me to continue.