Unfulfilled dreams (Poetry)

cúig

You've cursed me with these feelings, and all you had to do was be yourself.

I can't stand to be around you,

But at the same time,

There's always something that draws me near you.

Something that makes my heart flutter with admiration.

Every time I make you laugh,

Every time I make you smile,

And every time you call me weird or an idiot,

It makes me feel as if my stomach had just gotten abused by a million butterflies.

I thought it'd be fair for you to know, that all of those false feelings we share between fictional characters; I wish were real.

Because something about you makes my day a trillion times better.

Not just "something,"

But everything.

You make me hate myself, honestly, you do;

Because I know I'll never be good enough

For you~