Unfulfilled dreams (Poetry)

Seacht

You completed me

I feel alone and empty as if I were a robot.
I do not have the ability to feel genuine contentment, for I am only able to wear a mask.

I remember how lovely and comforting it felt to hold your hand in mine, and how your smile took my breath away each time, making me feel as if my heart was being abused.

Every time I see his hand holding yours almost as delicately as I once did, I feel as if I'm being drowned in a pool of your unintentional lies.

I don't understand how you sleep at night, although I am grateful that you do. But the difference between you and I, love, is that when you wake up, your nightmare ends while mine is just beginning.

Even though my brain does not want me to let you back into my life, my heart can't help but rebel against my oath I had made with myself.

Do me a favour, and don't go.

I love you.