She's Back (rewriting/editing)

Is this Right

"You can't judge my choices without understanding my reasons"

"Y/N n-noo!!Don't leave me"

Jimin is dreaming about Y/N again,he kepts having that nightmare and it won't stop hunting him.He would see Y/N in this beautiful fields of flower whenever he try to approach Y/N the scenario changes.It changes to something bloody it changes to the scene how she died, on how the surgery failed he saw everything how she suffered.It hurts him so much that he can't bare it anymore his tears started flowing and he droped in his knees and grabing his head and telling himself that everything is his fault.

"JIMIN-AH!!! Jimin!! Yahh!! wake up!!"

Jimin was sweating so much and he looks like his having a nightmare again,but even worst he keeps shaking his head left to right and his tearing up.I started shaking him so he could wake up from this dream that been hunting him since Y-y/n's death ugghh I can't even say her name without stuttering.Finally he woke up.

"Jimin are you ok?" "Yes,I'm ok now Yoongi hyung." "Are you sure?" "Y-yes I'm sure just that dream is hunting me again." "O-ohh ok, go get ready and pack your stuff we decided to go to a vacation in Jeju, but before you do that take a shower and go down to the kitchen and eat,"Suga said. "O-ohh ok h-hyung," he said while stuttering.

After Yoongi Hyung left my room. I went to bathroom and took a warm bath to relax my body from what happen, but I started tearing up then I started sobbing while saying her name.

"Y-y/n-ah I-i m-misss y-oouu,"I said while sobbing.

Meanwhile with Suga
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I'm sorry Jimin but I can't tell you.I-i can't tell you what I know I'm sorry.I saw her and I really am sorry to not tell you.

Back to Jimin
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I'm done with my long bath and I dress myself to something casual and cozy.I look at my phone and its the DAY her ugghh her d-death I-i don't know why I forgot about it. It's been 2 years already I'm sorry.O-ohh it's really today January 21.I need to go to her funeral I guess the boys forgot.

Back to Y/N 1 year ago
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We we're at the mall and we went to the salon to fix my hair.

"What in the world happen to your hair my dear oohhhh my,"he said.
"Can you fix and make all the boys drool because of her,"Sana said.
"Well I can make miracle for this stuff so Ok.I'm willing to this challenge that you're giving me."

He kept complaining because of my hair well it's very tangled and dry. Well he started fixing my hair then my face well it hella hurts what he did to my face and hair.My hair he was brushing it but the brush always get stuck, but at least in the end everything will be worth it,but the pain though my head hurt and my neck.Well the face was worth it, like the face mask when he was taking it off it hurts so bad,but it was worth it cuz my face became really soft and blackhead free. And he put skincare then put makeup.

Then he showed me and Sana how I look like in the end.I look at myself in the mirror and I was shook who was in front of me, which is me who I'm seeing in the mirror.Sana was also shook and we're really speechless right now.

"Wahh Dabaek,thank you so much for your hardwork."
"Hahha no problem Y/N-ah."

Then we went to buy all my outfits for everyday, when I go party,casual clothes, sexy clothes and other stuff.

Then when we're done shopping we went home.

months later
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It have been 2 years huh wow that's so fast.Today is the day of my fake death.I wonder what my parents are doing right now.And especially him,is he taken or engaged or married.Is he still with her S-sseulgi.

"Ahh Y/N focus and punch it harder and be quick,"Jackson said.
"O-ohh sorry I spaced out again." "You know what lets take a break." "O-ohh ok, I think that's a right idea."
"Well you actually improved your body is getting build and fit and you are moving quick than before,but you need to practice more ok."

Ugghh this girl this is the 10th time that she space out ugghh.What in the world happen to her she's normally not like this.So I told her to have a break.

Back to present
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Before we leave going to Jeju we went to her funeral.And yes we move her body in Korea.My tears stareted flowing again.

Jimin-ah if only we could do something to bring her back we would do anything and all our power to bring her back.But we just can't I'm sorry Jimin.Hyung is also suffering she was really great better than your girl now.Why are you still dating her, I don't understand.

"Jimin-ah lets go we've been here for 2 hours our flight will be in 3 hours we need to go,"I said.
"O-ohh ok I'm just gonna bid goodbye to her and you could go with the others Namjoon hyung."

Bye Y/N-ah
I LOVE YOU MY PRINCESS AND I MISS YOU

Its hard to get something back when its gone.You wish to go back to that moment when you never met her or him so you both or you won't suffer.It's always only you who will never move on fast because its hard to do so.But one thing you can do is to just keep moving forward without them, don't let them make you trap in the past set yourself free.That's the only thing that you will be to do and nothing else.

So that's another chapter.Ughhh I'm so stressed out right now with work in school.But I did my best to save a little time to make another chapter.Sorry for the mistakes.Ugghh right now I feel heartbroken ehhh yes I'm suffering from love.Pfftt what's love when you have food.Well it's just sad when that someone you like is taken then you see them lovely dovey and they do it infront of you but you act cool.And plus I don't want to ruined the things between us.But the girl hates me i think because she gets jealous when I get to close to him.Well its his fault for making me fall for him ugghh he needs to stop caring for me ugghh.Ok Ok I'm gonna stop so that's it you guys.

~Hana,
Your author-nim