when the sun set into forever

chapter 4: you can be my first

So as my response was "no kade I haven't and im guessing you haven't either" he looked up and sighted nope not yet but I will soon I laughed who else do you know that is gay in this school... He looked around and said "only 1 other cute guy" (of course I had to know who) Who would that be I asked? He looked at me and said he's about 5'9 wears glasses curly hair..I stopped him there and stated um I think thats me. He laughed duh it is you,( now like I said I was a wimp and scared to come out) I looked at kade and said no but hell no he looked down sadly, did you really think I was gonna say yes I mean I get it your out and im out to you, but still no im not ready for that yet, he grabbed his bag and stormed off, I asked if he was "riding bus or walking" no respond from him I said "screw it im riding bus if you wanna get mad cause im not ready so be it and walked off to wait on bus". As my bus drove up I got on sat down put earbuds in and played some sad music. I begin to wonder if he was seriously wanting to date me, me jake his best friend I mean really?

The bus came to my stop I hopped off the bus and got inside slamed my bags down on my bed and grabbed my sketchpad and begin sketching some pictures. Before I knew it, it was midnight shit I gotta get some sleep I threw my book to the floor and laid in my bed thinking of me and kade how cute we would be but how dangerously bad it would be also.

So thursday rolls around same routine as tuesday and Wednesday up and out the door onto my bus and so on, as the bus picks me up and shuts its doors we drive right by kades stop, I guess he's still mad im wondering to myself as I get to our hangout spot nobody's there, well damn this is going to be a long day I think to myself no kade and none of my other friends. 3 hours later and schools out im so ready to get home, as i plug my ears
And blast some rock music in my ears I decide to walk to kades and see whats going on. No sooner then 2 mintues from walking im at his house, I go to the door and knock, kade answers the door as he sees its me he slams it in my face, I knock again and again for about 3 times, kade finally answers again what do you want? Can we talk I ask? About what, yesterday I want to talk about yesterday, fine come in and lets go to my room, as we go up the stairs and to his room, Im thinking what do I say what do I do, Fuck it. We sat down on his bed turned on the ps4 and played some  battlefield kade, yes? I need to ask you something, What he says do you still want to go out? He looked at me with a puzzled look . Yes oh my god yes. Fine but there are some ground rules. What are the rules he asks....