Now why would you do that kade why im so confused, He came back stating you looked like you where ready. Thats not your choice to make thats mine not yours. I dropped his hands and shoved him hard to the ground calling him a fag and whatnot, everyone was pulling out there cameras and recording what was going down.( im sorry I wasn't ready to come out of my shell I was scared and hurt)(not realizing what I just did could change my life forever) I quickly started to cry so I left him there to fend for himself I walked home alone crying and kicking cans, rocks whatever I could find. As I got home I pretty much went to my room and just started playing ps4 and ignored everyone.
The next day Saturday I wake up feeling bad for what had happened only to realize that I just broke my own damn ground rules, and my own heart. I quickly come to sense that I can't be without kade so I awoke in a quick fashion threw on whatever I could find and left my room in a hurry. I ran to kades house only to find his dad answering the door hello jake kades not here he said that after he came out, the school was treating him like shit. I asked if he was coming back he said no his mom and I are going back to our town house in houston, and kade said he wants to live up there, At this time I realized I let my one true lover go and to me every since then the sun has set forever.........
(This is true story of my first bf in highschool he lived on longleaf in vidor tx i lived down by concord not to far from him before i moved to dogwood area)
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when the sun set into forever
Comédiehave you ever wondered where or what could happen if the first true lover, that loved you for who you are and what you are was here with you today.... in this story which by the way is a true story you will read about jake and his first guy that wan...