Prefect is not Perfect

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I mean it's weird. Usually i dont receive praise from my own age group. Adults are the only ones who really get the time and effort i am putting in to get to the top.

Also when Oliver leaves the room feels a million times bigger, and I feel so alone.

I have never really felt this lonely. I mean i have been in the same room as someone my whole life. First it was Charlie, he of all my brothers was the kindest to me. He never would hurt me for what i was doing and such. He was the most brotherly of my brothers.

Then it was the twins, but they were twins so, inevitably I lost my beloved room to the two of them.

And now I'm in a room bigger than the kitchen of my house.

It's kinda terrifying, I have never been important before. I have had to climb for my mom to really notice that I was even there.

Charlie was always the kindest.

The twins the loudest.

Ron the youngest.

And Ginnie was the beloved daughter.

But I always had someone. Someone.

I feeling unbearably small and helpless I make my way down to the grand entrance to where the first years should be soon.

On my way I run in to to Ron. He glares at me ferociously. I have been receiving looks like this from my family all summer, and I don't exactly know why. I have not done anything bad. Have I?

I spend the rest of the journey wandering the vast hallways I have learned and navigated for years.

Hell it's been a wile.... sorry. Enjoy this lil adition. I love u guys 😚. No guarantees i will ever update that often but thanks for sticking around.

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