If I was Your best friend......

Cause we Got a Long way to Go

Real love.....I'm searching for a Real love Someone to set my heart free-M J Blidge

My iPhone sung Mary J Blidge as my alarm went off for school ugh my head was splitting from last night. Sorry how rude of me let me introduce myself, my name is Lo-Lo short for London. People say I'm short (I'm 5'2) but in my mind I'm tall. I'm brown skinned with medium lengthed hair but I always have it done. I have a slightly flat tummy with a big booty and mediumsized breast. i have really thick legs and thighs their so short but its cute. Any ways I woke up with this extremely bad headache and I realized I still was mad af from last night. My boyfriend well I mean ex boyfriend now got into a bad fight the night before. He swore he wasn't messing around but I went through his phone and found text messages and naked pictures of some freaky bitch. Flash back.... Me and Que was just chilling last night cuddling and watching a movie until his phone rung. He got a text saying he needed to go drop his momma some money off for her meds. His mom has diabetes, he kissed me and said I'll be back baby. Okay be careful baby I laid back and started scrolling down my instagram feed on my phone and just waited until he came back. Then I heard his ring tone and felt a vibration under me he left his phone, he must've dropped it on the way out. I usually don't snoop but something in my gut kept telling me to check his phone. So I picked it up and it was a text from a girl name Tiffany I don't know any Tiffany so I was curious to know who she was. I opened the text and seen a pic of her ass naked with her legs spread saying I'm ready again for you daddy. I was like wtf so I went to the previous messages and seen they been talking for a minute. I seen one text saying thanks for the stack and baby your tongue work wonders. I felt dumb I wanted to rip his fucking dick off . I couldn't believe this how could I not see it the late nights the lack of interest not wanting to have sex I should've know better. But I cared about him and ignored the signs. He walked in the door wtf you doing with my phone Lo. Nawl nigga what I should be asking you is who the fuck is Tiffany. He stood there looking stupid he scratched his head he began to speak but couldn't. That's when I knew he really fucked around on me. Why Que why? You could've told me what's real but instead had me looking stupid. I walked closer to him still holding his phone in my hand before I knew it I bust him in his mouth with his phone, his lips swolled up to balloons. I Started yelling and slapping him. Since you want to fuck around on me I'll show you better than I can tell you I told him that's why I cheated on you with... but I couldn't get the words out because he pushed me and my head hit the wall. It hurted so bad I never really cheated on him I just wanted him to hurt like I hurt. I started crying. He said you know what Lo you ain't nothing but a ho anyways and walked out slamming the door . I just sat there whimpering. I can't believe he act like he did nothing wrong as soon as I said I cheated see how niggas do. I just crawled into my bed and went to sleep.Flash back over......

I got out the bed but my headache got worse I said fuck it I'm not going to class this morning I took an aspirin and went back to sleep. Three hours later I woke up i felt a little better I went to the bathroom I looked in the mirror would anyone ever really love me? I felt the back of my head I had a knot it hurted. I turn the shower on and let the water warm up. I took my clothes off and got in I just let the water run over me and wash away all my pain even though it isn't possible but at that moment it felt good. Thirty minutes later after I bathed I got my phone and seen 5 unread messages. 2 from my home girl Layla and 3 from Que I opened the text from Lala (that's her nick name) saying girl wake up you got to go to class! The second one said why didn't you show up? I didn't even bother to open Que's text to see what lie he came up with. I turned on Pandora and hooked up my phone to my speakers. I went into the kitchen and got a ice pack from the freezer and put it on there for 15 minutes. After that I went into my bedroom and lotion up with my Victoria's secret your all mine lotion followed by the body spray. I put on my floral romper with my gold and black MK sandals. I put on some gold hoops then flat iron my Brazilian curly bone straight. Then I put on my big sun hat and shades. I looked cute. I decided to take a walk on the beach to clear my mind and to go see my granny.As I got my keys I opened the door and there was Que sorry ass standing there.