ephemeral:
as a blink, as a look, as us
eternal:
as a hug, as a kiss, as us
the mid-term between ephemeral-eternal can be complicated, ignorant and useless. Let's call it us. I can't describe what I felt when I interacted with you for the first time, guess it can't be explained with words... but I can describe what I felt when I realized it was over: tragedy.
I am not overreacting. You don't know how broken I was inside then, and how screwed up I am, now.
I can't ask you to hug me like that time in the airport, I can't ask you to tell me the same things you did on that phone call some months ago:
But if you are not loving me as you did before, please don't love me at all.
Daniel Seavey, you are the perfect explanation of the quote "you don't know what you have until its gone."
But what happens, if I never truly had you.
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HEY!! SO,
one of my absolute best friends wrote this little thing for me and sent it to me and I was like "GIRL CAN I USE THAT PLEASE" because I loved it. I love knowing that my story can have inside thoughts from readers point of view, and it still be what I imagine "taiya" would be thinking at the time. so I just HAD to use this.
SO A MASSIVE SHOUT OUT AND THANK YOU TO MAG !!!
I LOVE YOU !!!! <3333
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if you liked this please vote, and if you want more, comment below and maybe mag can co-write some bits and pieces because even I am IN LOVE with her writing !!
lots of love, x
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After Him..
Fanfiction*sequel to him* The band got bigger. The tours were longer. The fandom grew. The interviews went for longer. The space between us, was gradually growing... and there was nothing I could do to change it. Rankings: #132 in "him" #372 in new york
