Murderer|| Suho Fanfic

-six-

Seungwan spent a week in the hospital and junmyeon never left her sides .

Minseok came by a few times and felt sorry , he kept apologising in Junmyeon's behalf but Seungwan smiled and told him it was okay everytime .

" seungwan, do you love him ?" Minseok asked her one day , his eyes fixing hers , Minseok was determined to know whether junmyeon deserved seungwan or not , whether they wanted each other or not .Seungwan wasn't able to answer because she didn't know herself .

" I don't know how I feel" she told him honestly , she was still confused .

" I am not against it , I just don't want you to hurt because of him , you know who and what he is now " he nodded firmly at her .

Seungwan looked at him with weary eyes , trying to deject what she just realised falling in.

" I am sorry " she felt a tear slip down her cheek , halting to wipe it before they would gush in rush down her face embarrassing her "I couldn't have left him bleeding the first day and i just should have stayed awau after" 

"Oh seungwan, don't cry" minseok rushed to her sides his fingertips tracing down the tears on her face

" what have I gotten myself into " she sighed 

" not to be the typical brother but really Junmyeon's not completely the bad guy " Minseok said making her chuckle and painfully redempt for it .

" remind me to never attempt to make you laugh , you look in pain " he patted her hand making her smile .

Minseok was the friend seungwan never had , it would be shear lying for him to lie to himself and lie about not liking seungwan at some point , but junmyeon bet him to it and he wasn't going to be an ass to neither of them .

When Seungwan wash discharged of the hospital , junmyeon was no where to be found , when she asked Minseok he had told her that he was trying to figure out how to solve the money problem because they know for sure that he isn't dead which almost made her heart stop .

" can you tell him that I need to talk to him ?" Seungwan pleaded Minseok over and over again and the next day Junmyeon was in her apartment .

Rushing to give her a kiss on the forehead as if they were long lost lovers and it was very weird and hard for her to digest .

He sat down next to her , on the bed as she lied down , his fingers tangled between her locks .

" I want you to take the money " she said breaking the silence, giving him an encouraging smile.

"what ?"

" I want you to go get money from my bank account and pay whatever debt you have " she repeated

" no , what are you saying ?" he stood up pacing in front of her , furious .

she had almost forgotten how easily shaken and angry he gets ,how scary he can be sometimes .

" I am saying that you can't live like that " she gulped voicing out her thoughts

" I am going to solve it, just don't interfere " he warned

Seungwan looked at him for a while , trying to figure out how to convince him , she was determined to help him , living like that was no way to live.

" if you are really serious about me then you will do as I say and pay your debts or else nothing between us can work , you always be on the run and I will always be sad and hurt to not have beside me  " she explained, tears welling in her eyes .