Part 14

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VICTORIA'S POV:

I cry in Grays chest as Chris crys in her mates chest.

"We have to bury him today now"i said through my tears.

"She's right "Chris said wipping her tears

"I'll go find a spot under the tree he always liked"Matt said and disappeared

"Someone has to go find Damon"i say coldly

"Victoria-"Chris says but gets cut off by my glare

"Ok I'll go come on Josh"Chris says and the couple leaves

"I think you should go and sit down love its been a hard say for all of us and-"Grayson stops and looks into my eyes

"Tell me"is all he says

"I just wished i could help him Grayson i wish i was stronger i wish i u wasn't so god dang weak i wish i was better and more powerful i feel like a large screw up"

Grayson held me tight"love you not weak your the strong women i know and your a soon to be Alpha and Queen you'll do great and if you ever doubt your self again you will be punished"Grayson said his eyes darker at the end

"Thanks Gray i think im going to go inside and shower"i say

"After that take a nap I'll be up there soon ok"Grayson said

"Ok" i tell him and go into the house when i get to the room i teleport inside the bathroom unlock the door and take a shower when i get out i just put my under wear and bra on and throw on one of Grayson's oversized shirts.

After i step out if the bathroom i see Grayson on the bed looking at me and i just want to cry and break down because i want to act like everything's fine when it not my best friend just died right in front of me and im a part witch and there's nothing that i can do in my power to bring him back well aleast bring him back the right way.

One second standing the next im on my knees crying my heart out.

Grayson uses his werewolf speed to come and pick me up off the floor and put me in the bed with him and just cuddle me while i cry.

"Grayson its my fault i should have done more i should have gotten their sooner"i cry out to him

"Shh love i know you wish you could've done more and its not ur fault its the rogues fault and you took care of that"Grayson said while pulling me on his lap.

"But-"i say but get cut off

"No buts"he says and looks at me with the most loving and wanted look ever he made me feel love he made me feel wanted what more could i ask for i love this man i love the king of all alphas i love the alpha king"

"Darling"i say as i cup his cheek

"Yes love"he says his grey orbs looking into my baby blues

"I love you"is all i say while looking into those beautiful grey orbs that i can get lost in all day.

"Love you know i love you so much more"Gray said and kissed me hard.

Without thinking my hands went into his hair i gently pulled it which caused him to groan.

Grayson's began to suck on my neck where my mark would soon go.

"Grayson please Luke just died" i squeaked

"I can mark you and we can get it over with"Grayson said pulling away from the kiss.

"Grayson let go"i tell him

"I don't want anyone to claim what's mine"Grayson said

"And no one will im yours just as you are mine"i tell him honestly

"I don't want to take any chances love"Grayson said graze my skin with his Caine's.

"Grayson if you do this with my consent i will never speak to you again"i tell him

"I would rather take that chance than some one else claiming you.

"That means we sleep in different rooms,i wont come in the same room as you,i wont talk to you,you wont touch or kiss me,and lastly no kids"i tell him honestly.

Grayson then pulls back and looks me in the eyes"love are you fucking serious"he says his accent coming out a little bit.

I put my head on his "yes im effing serious darling"i say

Grayson's eyes narrowed as he took me off his lap placed me on the bed and grabbed his jacket just as he was about to walk out the door i caught his arm and stoped him to which he just looked at me with this unknown expression.

"So your just going to walk away from me?" I ask him

"You've done it to me before"he said still no emotions on his face

"Really after i pour my heart out to you"i say

"Yes really victoria"he says

"Grayson sit down please lets talk about this darling"i say

"Theres nothing to TALK ABOUT VICTORIA GOD DAMN WOMEN DONT YOU SEE THAT OH YEAH I FORGOT YOU NOT A WOMEN YOUR STILL A LITTLE GIRL"he yells at me

"Grayson please don't yell at me today of all days please don't"i say calmly

"Then stop being so dense"he says

"Grayson you don't mean that" i say

"Victoria im mad i think we need a few hours away from each other" he says

"Please grayson i love you don't leave me " i tell him

"I love you too Victoria but clearly you don't love me enough to be the mother of my child or let me mark you"he says hurt

I push grayson on the floor and sit on his chest"Grayson its not that i don't want to its the fact that im not ready yet Grayson im still a teenager i don't want a kid this early on in life"i tell him, his eyes softed at me and he caressed my cheek.

"I know love a sorry for pushing you and getting mad"he says

"Its ok but if you ever talk to me like that again i will gut you alive and wear you around like a fur coat"i tell him and get up.

"Oh and your in the dog house so sleep on the couch for now until i say other wise"i tell him which he groans to.

"Where are you going love?" He asked me

"To find a spell book that can bring my friend back" i tell him and walk out the door but i did not miss Grayson proud grin.

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