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Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Lexi's POV

All of the kids scrambled into their classrooms, Cole and I walked to our first class with his arm wrapped around my waist... And if you were wondering if I'm a whore, well I'm a virgin which gladly I don't qualify for a whore... Cole and I are waiting... We have been dating since grade 10. I truly love him... He would be here for me but he is always really busy.

We finally arrive to our first class - math... I actually LOVE math and it is kinda weird... I know, you do not have to remind me. Let us just get back to math though... We sit down in chairs beside each other, behind me I see Zack... He is the other person who know about me, he is really sweet, we have been best friends from grade 3 till this day. We dated in the early years, and we became best friends in the end. I don't know how I feel about him anymore... When I look at him now, I feel different, I feel safer and I feel drawn to him more. I'm not doing anything about it though, I love Cole and thats that... I hope.

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By the end of the day I am tired of learning, screw school you know? The final bell rang and I sighed with relief, Cole asked if I wanted a ride home but I refused since I brought my own car, and plus I wanted to sort out my feelings for Zack. I pull out of the school parking lot around 10 minutes after the bell rang. Around 2 minutes in my drive it started to rain... and I mean a real hard rain. I saw this person in the distance and felt a little bad since it was pouring outside. I got closer to this mystery figure and noticed it was Zack, so I pull over and get out of the car.

" Zack!" I yell, he turns around... drenched, i can see his bulging muscles through his soaked shirt. I ran my fingers through my now soaked hair, his green eyes sparkle with all of the rain, his chestnut hair is messy and it just screams handsome, our eyes lock and neither of us looks away. I walk towards him and he walks towards me, we stop when we are like 6 inches away from each other.

" Do you want a ride home?" I ask.

" Are you sure? I mean it's no problem for me to walk." He looks into my eyes, as if staring into my soul.

" No, it's truly no problem." I walk over to my car and I get into the driver seat. I start the car just as Zack gets into the passenger seat. After 5 minutes i arrive at his house which is across the street from mine. I walk him to his door and he turns around, he gives me a hug and I feel tingles wherever or skin meets... That doesn't happen with Cole...

" Thanks Lexi. Have a good night." He gives me his beautiful smile.

" My pleasure, You to." He walks into his house and slowly closes the door. I turn around get into the car, and literally go in reverse into my driveway. I turn my car off and walk into my house.

" Mom, dad i'm home!" I yell.

" We are in the family room hunny!" My mom yells back. I walk into the family room and see my parents sitting on the couch watching a horror movie. My mom is sitting on one couch, my dad on the other. My mother is curled up into the corner of the couch clutching the pillow like if she squeesed it hard enough my sister would come back... Like that would happen.

" I'll be in my room if you need me." I say and turn around, they are too caught up in the movie to even hear me so I just leave and go to my room. I bound up my stairs and burst into my room, I ned to take time to think about how I feel about Zack... I got these tingles which I don't get with Cole. I need to talk to a girl about all of this. I look through my contacts... no, no, definatly not. There is nobody. Wait... my neighbor is in my grade... I think her name is Anne? Yeah it's Anne. I grab my purse and sprint down the stairs.

" Bye!" I shut the door behind me and run over to Anne's house. " DING DONG" there door bell rings. The door opens and there stands is Anne.

" Lexi_ Why are you here?" she looks at me confused.

" Well... I need your help, i'm having trouble with life and I was wondering if I could talk to you...?" She nodded yes and I told my story... From the day my sister died to today.

" Lexi i'm so sorry about your sister... I don't know what to say." She looks down.

" Then don't say anything... I just wanted someone to listen, my friends tease and backstab me, so I couldn't go to them, that has been a problem for a while now... and I need to figure stuff out with my life. I think I need new friends..." I look away, I look at the rain fall peacefully down onto our pavement, those little drops of rain have no worries they can just fall whenever they please and nothing is stopping them. They have meaning, yet they don't get guilty or have pain they just do as they please and go wherever they land.

" Look... Lexi, if you want I can be here if you want... my friends would love to have a new friend and they support everybody. They have these giant hearts, it is impossible not to fall in love with them when you meet them." She smiles at me and makes me forget about all of my worries, and all of my guilt. I deserve better...

" I don't want to barge in on your life or anything though, I don't want to bother." I can't help but frown a little.

" It's no worries. We would love to have you around." She smiles even bigger.

" Well... I'll see you tomorrow at school, goodnight." I smile brightly at her.

" Okay, goodnight Lexi." She smiles and I turn around to go back to my house. As I turn around I see Zack staring at me with this warm smile and I blush. I go into my house and go up into my room. I think this is what I need, I need Anne and her friends. They won't stab my back... I hope.

I put on my pink onesie and crawl into bed... I let sleep take me away like a dark wave of nightmares washing over me like they do every night... But I guess tonight is an exception.

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WOW I think that was my biggest chapter I have ever written. 1232 WORDS FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!

I have to reupdate this because my computer is screwed uo and it isnt putting in question marks so I have to reset... sorry.

Random; but in school a week ago I smacked in a concrete wall with my head during dance... my memory is spotted... OOPS.

Don't judge.

-I do what I want