Our Little Secret [Kim Yugyeom fanfic]✔

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WANG JACKSON P. O.V.

I never thought that the first ever person that I'll be talking to about this is Min-Jee. I mean yes they were best friends and all, but still. We were silently walking towards the grave when she spoke "That's why, right? You hate me because of what happened right?" I felt bad because she's feeling like that, it's my fault.

"I never said that I hate you Min-Jee. I mean I did, but still- you have to understand. I always knew what's you condition. I wanted to help, but I couldn't. She didn't want me beside you. She was very jelaous little bean." I laughed "I loved her because of that. But, let's say that that love killed me. After that car crash, I became violent, angry on everyone, I became a monster. I lost her..." 

"And him." she cutted me. I just nodded, I could feel the tears running down my cheeks. "Did you ever tried to find him?" I looked her, "What do you mean?" she stopped. "Oh please, Jackson, tell me you were on the funeral." I was still looking her, I didn't know what she meant. "I-I couldn't. She told me not to." "Oh my God. No no no no... Jackson you son of a bitch, he's alive." everything stopped. Time, she, my heart. "W-w-what? H-he can't b-be. She was still pregnant when that happened." I couldn't speak anymore. "She was, yeah. NINE MONTHS AND THREE WEEKS. THEY SAVED HIM, JACKSON OH MY GOD." she stooped for a moment, "NOTE! JACKSON NOTE! HURRY!" after that she started running towards the grave and everything I could do is to follow her.

We came. There it was. There she was.

There stood the grave. It was stone grave with beautiful gold letters on him that read "W. SEON KI-DAL"  [a/n  the meaning would be something like 'rising moon' if I'm not wrong]

I couldn't move. It's not my first time beeing here. Im coming here like two or more times every month, but still, it hurts. Min-Jee is walking around the grave and searching for something but I don't care. I just want to be here, standing, looking into the golden letters and think about how much I miss her.

And who is she?

She's Min-Jee's best friend, she's my love, my girlfriend and she's my child's mother. The only problem is that she's not with us anymore. She died in a car crash six years ago. Yes, we would be young parents if that didn't happened, but we never cared about that. For us, the only important thing was that we're together, nothing more. My kid. Little boy. We wanted to name him Taeyang, or translated, Sun. She was Dal, my Moon.

"FOUND IT!!" Min-Jee screamed then came to me and started draging me back to the car. "What in the world are you doing?!" I yelled. She didn't answer, she just opened the passenger door and signaled me to get in. I did, just because she looked really scary, like Dal. She closed the door and run to the drivers side, she got in and started the car. "Now, do you have any money with you?" she asked. "Um, yeah, why?" what in the world is she doing? "We'll be needing some if police is on the way. And now.." she started driving, really fast, "..we're going to pick up your son and take him to his real home." I didn't know what to say. I mean I was happy, more that happy, but still the only thing on my mind was that Yugyeom's going to kill me if something happens to her and I'm not sure is this much running good for a pregnant woman.

"EARTH TO JACKSON!" I snapped back to reality only to find her hand in front of my face with some paper in it. "Finally, call this number, tell them who you are, tell them that we're coming and tell them to pack Taeyang." my heart started beating extra fast, he really is alive. 

I took the paper from her hand and pulled out my phone. On the paper was some address, I guess we're going there, and on the bottom was a number. I dialed it and someone immediately picked up.

"H-hello?" it was kids voice.
"H-hi little buddy. What's your name?"
"My name is W. Seon Taeyang. Nice to meet ya!" I think I can't breathe, it's him.
"Well, Taeyang, I'm Jackson. I was wondering is there anyone older around you?"
He was silent.
"Taeyang? Buddy? You still there?"
"Yeah, sorry I was just thinking. You know, my dad's name is Jackson too. Oh and y-yeah, my grandma is here. Do you want to talk to her?"
"Ahh, don't worry, I can tell you that your dad will come really fast just wait a little bit more. Yes can I speak to her please?"
"Thank you and just a second."

I waited for a little bit.

"Hello?"
"Hi ma'am, I'm Jackson Wang."
"I'm going to pack his things."
"Thank you, see you in a bit, goodbye."
"Yeah, goodbye."

She hung up.

I was so impatient the whole ride, I couldn't stop thinking about him, his voice, how nice he is. And then again, I should be the one that teached him all of that.

Min-Jee stopped the car and I immediately got out only to be find in the middle of the street.

"Yellow house, your right." I heard Min-Jee yelling from the car and I made my way to the entrance of the house. I checked myself and pressed the doorbell button. I can hear steps coming. The door opened and I could see little human being peeking out. "W-who are you?" his voice again, it's making me weak. "Hi again buddy, I'm Jackson." he looked me. "He's your Appa Taeyang." said someone from inside of the house and then the older lady appeared and smiled at me. "REALLY?" Taeyang asked me and I nodded my head.

The next moment he's out of the house hugging my legs. I slowly kneel down on his height and hug him back. I could feel the tears forming, again. "I'm so sorry buddy, I should've find you earlyer, but I couldn't. I'm so so sorry." he gently pulled out of the hug and I looked him. He's got her eyes and lips, my nose and hair, he's beautiful. "It's okay, grandma told me that you were very very busy and that you'll come when you find time." I smiled at him and looked at Dul's mother.

I got up and came closer to her. She pulled me and hugged me. "I missed you Jackson, you know? And don't worry, he knows everything." I pulled out and said "Thank you, for everything, really." She smiled and gave me a little suitcase and a backpack.

"Tae, come say bye to grandma before you go." She said and he hugged her, she hugged back. I was just smiling. "Bye grandma, I'm gonna miss you, but I'll come again I promise." he said to her. "I know you will, you're a good boy. Now go, don't let your dad wait." she said and he turned back to me "Let's go."

Min-Jee was waiting for us in the car. As soon as she saw us she got out of the car and came to see Taeyang. "Hey little one, my name is Min-Jee, I'm you Auntie." Taeyang stopped, "You're not dad's new girlfriend?" I almost choked on my saliva. "No no no no, I'm not." she said. "Her boyfriend is my best friend, but she's now here with me beause mommy was her best friend." I explained. He just nodded and entered the car. "Let's go homeee!!" he yelled and I just laughed.

We got into the car and I started the car. "Ready buddy?" I asked. "Hell yeah!" I heard Min-Jee laughing beside me and I smiled. I started driving.

"Hey Jackson?"

"Yeah?"

"Thanks for the help today."

"No problem."

Now we just have to ge home and introduce my child to everyone. That should be easy, without the fact that no one knows about Ki-Dal.