Our Little Secret [Kim Yugyeom fanfic]✔

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Min-Jae P.O.V.

"Min, please don't do this" I heard my brother talking on the other side of the bathroom door "Tell me what happened, everything will be fine. Just, please don't harm yourself again"

I was broken. I couldn't stand that anymore. I couldn't stand being bullied over and over again. I just couldn't.

My arm was bleeding and I was crying my heart and soul out while my brother was begging me to come out of the bathroom or just unlock the door for him so he could come to me. No. Always the same scenario. I would go to school, got bullied, come home (or in this case my brothers home), harm myself and then he'll blame himself for not being a good brother.
I can't do this anymore.
I'm the bad guy in this story.
Im the awfull sister but I can't change, not anymore.

I pulled my sleeves down over my palms and unlocked the door for him.
He jumped at the 'click' sound and run into the bathroom like there's no tomorrow.
He hugged me and didn't let me go for almost 5 minutes.

"I'm so so so sorry Min. I'm awfull bro-" I cut him of at the same exact moment "No, stop. You're not. I'm the one that always comes here in tears, ruins all of your shirts with blood and then leaves home like nothing happened." I started crying again "And on top of that I always cry and cry and cry not thinking how do you feel. I'm so sorry Xiumin. So sorry."

"Don't be." He wispered to me while sushing me down "You're my little sister, I'm here to make you feel better. But-" he steped away a bit and pulled my sleeves up "Thats so fucking hard, you know, when you're not telling me what's going on in that school of yours"

I tought about it for a second. I told him everything. Well, him and Luhan. I felt safer when Luhan's with me when I'm telling something new to Xiumin. I don't know why, I just do. Well, I mean, Luhan was my crush after all, before I found out he was gay because he started dating my brother, but nevermind, Xiumin knew that but he couldn't help himself and I'm not blaming him tho. Why is everything so hard, Jesus.

A loud 'bang' interupted my thoughts.
"Xiumin, babe, I'm homee~. Hope you're ready because I need someone to fuck me now so hard that I won't be able to wa- O..O hi Min, l..long t..time no see.." Me and Xiumin started to laugh at Luhans stupidity while he was blushing dark red and weakly smiling, trying to look like nothing happened.

"Hi Lu!" I greeted him "It's okay, I'm not that little anymore and, after all, this is your house and your boyfriend, you can ask him to fuck you, I don't mind." I smiled like an idiot and looked at him.
He weren't looking me in the face, no, he was looking directly at my arms and before I could pull my sleeves down he took my hands in his "I'm here now, let's talk"

We sat on the couch and I started talking
"So there's this group of bullies in my school called GOT7, you probably know about them more than I do bc you two are friends with Yugyeom after all and Marks my ex so yeah but nevermind, and they're torturing me every single day and I can't stand it anymore. There's five of them on one me and even if they don't beat me up and they don't most of the time, they're so fucking rude to me and my anxiety always, but always pops in in the right moment so the only thing left for me to do is to kill myself and everyone will finally be happy"
I took a deap breath after that and looked at Xiumin and Luhans shocked faces. They looked like trey're going to cry any minute now and I felt even worse than before I told them all of this.

It was dead silence untill
"You can't imagine how fucking sorry I am for not stopping those idiots"
All three of us turned around to se him.
One and only, my crush, Kim Yugyeom.
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A/N
Ughh... Im cringing at myself this is so basic I can't even...
But nevermind, there is a small chance for you to like it so I'll just hope the best ahaga..