Our Little Secret [Kim Yugyeom fanfic]✔

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/this will be a long chapter so prepare yourselfs and some holy water/

KIM MINJEE P. O. V. 

As soon as Yugyeom texted my mom he threw my phone on the floor beside my bed.

"Yah! That's expe-" he cut me of by kissing me again. 

Sometime had passed and he was still on top of me. His hands on my waist and mines around his neck. It felt just right but I was kind of shocked that he didn't try something more intense, not that I minded that because I wasn't ready at all but I was just socked.

He broke the kiss breathing heavily in my neck, "You know that if we don't stop this now I won't be able to stop and then you won't be able to walk to your parents." I choukled on his comment and he looked me right into the eyes, I could see lust forming "I'm serious babygirl." My heart stopped, was I ready for something more? Like right now? "I..I don't know. I...I..I'm s..scared and t..the boys are still here." I really didn't mind that they're still here, they'll be leaving soon and they, well Luhan, alredy knows that I like Yugyeom more than anyone else on this world so, even if they hear us, they'll leave even earlier, the thing was, I don't know do I want that.

"Don't worry about them and, if you want this, I wont hurt you I promise." He sounded so calm about this, like he had all of this already planned. "I.. Ugh, I still don't know. I mean I trust you and all but you know that 'you won't be able to walk' part is not helping." I slightly smiled how stupid that sounded and I could hear him choukle as well.

"Look babygirl-" my heart ohmygod "- I talk a bit much and this will be a little bit stupid to ask but you're a virgin right?" I blushed dark red. I felt so embaressed but I noded. "Well, it wil hurt at the begining and after so it'll be harder for you to walk, but I'll try my best to make you feel good, if you want it." His words actually helped and now I was sure. "Just, um, my body-" he gave me a quick peck just to shut up "Don't worry about your cuts and scars babygirl, I won't change my mind about you because of that, you'll be suprised by something as well." why is he doing this to me.

I nod.

He smirked at me and kissed me again. It was rough but I didn't mind. His hands slowly pulling my shirt up while touching my hip-scars. I stopped. "Don't worry babygirl, everything's gonna be fine." Gosh I love him. He moved my shirt until it reached my head and he broke the kiss just to pull it of me completly. I've had scars and cuts all over my hips, my ribs and my arms. He really didn't mind. He looked at my body and smiled. His hands moved, touching my hip-scars then my rib-scars and lastly, he touched every single scar on my arm while looking into my, now terrified, face, "So beautiful" he said while kissing my arms.

I felt like crying. He's saying that but I don't know what he really means. "Hey, hey, hey, babygirl, don't cry. I mean that, really. I love you so much, it doesn't matter how many scars you've got or how deep your cuts are. Believe me, just enjoy. The interessting part is coming soon." He kissed me and I tried to move his hoodie off of him but my arms were too short to reach the end of it. "You need help?" he smirked. "Well I wouldn't mind actually." I calmed myself and I could finally talk normally. He got off of me so I could stand up, as I did I started pulling it up. As I was pulling it my eyes were widening, yes hes got a perfect body, abs and everything but everything, and I mean everything, all covered in scars.

"Y..Y..Yugyeom? T..This-" I said while touching every single one of them. "Suprise babygirl." he looked right into me, eyes full of lust and despair. "I love you, Yugyeom, I really do." He pushed me down again, pinning my hands above my head, "I know that already. But can we start now, my body is a bit impatient." I choukled again. "Of course we can, you just have to start."