Lost Butterfly | Rap Monster - BTS ~Kim Namjoon x Reader ANGST

Chapter 4.2/4

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(Y/N):

*Flashback*

"Hey Namjoon..." I wait for him to acknowledge that I have his attention. "Hmm?" he says in response to my call. "Why did you pick me?" I asked, questioning why I was so lucky to have him as the one I can call mine, my head resting on his shoulder and his head on mine and our hands intertwined. It's been a year since we've been together and I still can't believe I, Y/N am dating the Kim Namjoon, the smartest guy and by far the hottest, in my opinion, on campus. I must've saved the world in my past life to deserve him.

"Well, you're beautiful, sexy, smart, funny, you know how to chop onions and well you're different from other girls," he says, smiling at me as he pushes his glasses up his nose bridge.

"What do you mean by that?" I question, not knowing what he meant by me being different. "When you first approached me, anyone would've thought you were being rude but in all honesty, I fell for your straightforwardness, I think our first conversation was probably the shortest and most memorable one I've ever had. You didn't come to waste time and it felt nice to know that I didn't have to deal with someone flirting with me. It showed me that you had your priorities set out and how you were focused on a goal and I was intrigued. I wanted to know more about this mysterious and pretty girl who wasn't swooning over me. And that's how I "accidentally" came across you in the library the next day" he explains, also revealing some new information to me.

"So that wasn't an accident after all huh?" I say aloud, thinking of the time he was told to go sit opposite me by the librarian. Soon enough we both laugh together, thinking about how that event led to the strangest of consequences. I'm still grateful for having him as my boyfriend.
"Y/N... I'd never hurt you, you know that right?" He suddenly questions to my surprise. "Well, I sure hope so" I jokingly reply trying to ease the sudden serious atmosphere between us.

"I'll never leave you. We'll get married one day and have loads of kids, what do you say my lady?" he says kissing my hand and bowing making me laugh once more despite my heart racing like crazy inside. "Of course great sir!" I say playing along whilst trying to hold in my giggles. "I love you, (Y/N)." "I love you too, Namjoon."

*End of Flashback*

It's been several hours since I've been sitting here on this wooden, uncomfortable chair; even though I've been untied it's not like I could just walk out... he stole that privilege from me, and now I'm stuck here for god knows how long.

After he confessed to me I didn't respond, I couldn't, I wouldn't. I'm not just going to let him win like this after everything that happened... in fact the moment he said those four words a strange feeling of emptiness and emotionlessness grew within me. He left several moments after trying to make me talk to him.

I can no longer love him.

I'm glad I don't have to see that evil face of a hidden monster right now; it would be like being in hell. He's taken everything from me including my freedom.

Judging by the dimming of the light pouring in from outside it must be night time by now. Just as I was trying to assume the time my thoughts instantly landed on Jungkook and our previous plans at the park; surely he must've noticed my disappearance, right? 

I hope he's okay and not hurt. Wait...he said he knew Namjoon...don't tell me he's going to come here. No... I don't want him to get hurt like I did. This is my fight, it has to be! Just as I was thinking of Kookie I heard the door creak open. As I shifted my head to the side to look some hair fell on my face. Within the sound of a few more footsteps, a hand gently pushed the hair out of my face to view none other than Namjoon's face.