I'm a complete mess

Chapter 9: Dancing my problems away

  Katherine's P.O.V.

   I waited until school ended and saw no one left in the parking lot. When the coast was clear I jogged to the abandoned dance studio and changed into my dance clothes. I slowly took of my pants and shimmied them off and slipping into my loose sweats. Then I moved onto my hoodie and took it off leaving myself topless for a minute until I felt the need to put on my loose tank top.

      I quickly grabbed my Ipod touch and comnected it with the speaker that was in the corner of the studio. As the song  'Upgrade U' by beyonce started I hopped around for a second and when the beat started I started dancing along with the music as I watched myself dancing to song I closed my eyes and let my body take control over the song. Moving my head and my hips and quickening my steps everything felt great I didn't feel pain I didn't worry about anything else but what was happening in that room.

        Everything that was happening felt like it was a dream like it never happened but it was too true to forget. As the song ended another one played but it was slower and the song was slow and had alot of heart to it. Every step I took was a remembrance of me mother. I then danced slowly and stood like a ballerina and jumped and turned in the air and landed on my knees breaking down into sobs. I let it all out I let the anger and the pain wash over meas I grieved for my mother.

      

     " Mom im sorry I let you die it was my fault I should of been the one who deserved it not you" I said as I crouched letting my forehead touch my knees as my body shook from the cries I let out.  All I thought was my mother and how I missed her and how I should of been the one dead instead of her. I cried and cried and cried until I couldn't handle it anymore and faded away into the darkness.

     Isaac's P.O.V.

  Ever since my encounter with katherine near the cafeteria doors I was angered amd wanted to know what was wrong with her. At the end of school I hid behind a building waiting for Katherine as she sat their at the bench. She looked around and got up and started jogging behind the school. I waited and jogged behind her she then reached to the abandoned dance studio and went in. My worry for her turned into curiosity and I walked inside the building. Katherine walked inside the dance room but I stayed behind the door and looked through the medium sized window on the door that could see into the room. I watched her pull out clothes from her bag and shake off her pants I saw her black lace panties that shaped her butt perfectly she had a nice bubbly but it was really nice and round.

                She then slipped on her sweats and let them hang low on her hips and she pulled the corners of her shirt up and took it completely off. Katherine's body was beautiful and sexy she then stold in front of the mirror without her shirt and it gave more time to admire her beautiful body.  She wore a black lacy bra that matched her lace panties. I saw the bruises on her stomach and her hip but she was still beautiful even though she had those bruises. I looked at every one of her tattoos but I still didn't know what they were or said and I stared at her cleavage her breasts were really nice and round and saw the nice round curve of  the upper area of her breasts.

             My eyes slipped down her torso and landed on her hip piercings god they were so damn tempting I wanted to kiss her whole body and feel those hip piercings. My focused eyes were distraught by Katherine slipping on her loose tank top. Why couldn't she just say topless? I thought while she connected her Ipod touch to the speaker and played the music from her ipod. As the music started she started moving so gracefully she then quickened her steps and by the way she was moving to the music made my jaw drop in awe. She danced so beautiful and she was amazing. She wasn't like the girls from the dance team. She didn't pop her butt out everytime like the other girls did Katherine was 10× better than them. I quickly pulled my phone out and recorded her dancing on my phone. The music stopped but another song came on it was slow amd sad but the song had alot of emotion and Katherine gathered herself and danced swiftly and gracefully to the song.

          Katherine positioned herself in a ballerina stance and moved her whole body slowly but had the right steps and toward the ending of the song she jumped and landed on her knees as she began to shake with her sobs. Her face was on her knees and I could hear her cries.

      " Mom im sorry I let you die it was my fault I should of been the one who deserved it not you" she said as she cried more and more. I wanted to go into the room and place he on my laps so I can hold her close and comfort her while she cried but I had to withstand myself from doing so. I stood there feeling hurt and she fell asleep. As she did so I walked into the room and layed down next to her and looked at her tear stained face the whole night. I didn't get the chance to sleep because I wanted to look at her beautiful face. The whole night I stayed with her being afraid if I left her something bad would happened to her sk is stayed and watch her sleep soundless. As she slept she looked so adorable amd innocent shewas very beautiful and I wanted to protect her so bad but I knew I would only cause her pain.

       The sun started to rise and I was in shock not knowing what to do but I stayed frozen for a couple of more hours and seen Katherine twitch at that moment I knew she was going to wake up soon so I stood up and ran outside and to the parking lot as I got in my car I drive to my house and stayed there not bothering to go to school today.

       Katherine's P.O.V.

    I woke up with a smile but it all faded away when I remembered where I was. When I woke up I had this feeling that something was missing and I wanted more of that thing because I couldn't help but feel safe around that thing or person. I grabbed all of my things and walked back home and stayed there as I didn't bother going to school today. As I layed on my bed I looked up toward the ceiling and remember how warm she felt last night and how comfortable she was and those feelings and thoughts comforted her and it brought up a big smile on her face.

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