There's a girl ,
She's smiling and looks perfectly fine right ?
Well look closely,
She can't stand still,
She's nervous constantly,
Look at her eyes ,
Do you see the pain they hold?
Look at her pants ?
Have you ever seen her in shorts
Look at her sleeves ?
It's a nice sunny day and she has a jumper on,
Look at her closely and you will notice ,
She is broken ,
Trying to survive,
But she isn't sure why ,
She just wants to end it ,
To leave this awful life ,
She wishes she could stop the crying at night,
She wishes that her silent tears would be seen,
Her bestfriend a blade,
She wants to never breath again ,
Every night she falls asleep staring at her phone ,
Crying as she looks at the picture of him an her ,
She used to be happy ,
She used to feel things ,
She used to breath ,
And she used to have a will to live,
But although if you glance at her you see her as normal ,
But if you look at her closely enough
You will see that she is another lost soul,
You would be able to see she is barley here ,
That the bags under her eyes are from the nightmares she keeps secret,
That she wears all that makeup to try to be confident,
She isn't sure why she tries ,
For she has no hope,
She has no will in life ,
The only will she has is to be fake,
To lie ,
As to make you all believe her ,
Even though if you look closely her eyes decieve that great big smile ,
So please look closely,
As that girl ,
No longer lives ,
She survives ,
Well barley ,
Every night she gets weaker ,
And her heart never heals .
As she tries to get closer .... And looses. Her will to survive .
