Dismal

16; apologies

I'm sorry once again if I wasnt able to show you my best plan,
I'm sorry once again if I'm not the best man.

I beg your pardon if I forgot to trust,
I beg your pardon for my distance is a must.

I cant tell for sure, what you really need,
But I am yet a child with a heart filled with greed.

Greed unkown even to my soul,
Greed colored as dark as coal.

Who I am? Thats a mystery.
My love? I have nothing but misery.

I'm sorry for I was never who you expected,
I'm sorry for I was the one who you neglected.