Sugar

F i v e

You kept glancing at me,
Why?

I kept glancing to see if you'd do it again, it's as if it was repeated every minute like a clock.

60 seconds

And you were back to looking at me,
Your friend noticed, he looked back at me confused. I just shrugged and went back to drawing.

My pencil dragged onto the paper like the chains that i felt were holding me back from happiness.

I couldn't stop myself and i glanced up at you again

Our eyes met, and you smiled, were you happy i was broken? Is that it.

I didn't smile back, i just stared like always. You were always ashamed of me, of being mine and me being yours, you hated it.

You noticed my scowl and you went back to talking to your friend, that's when i felt relieved. You still don't care.