You're Not So Perfect | Corbyn Besson ✔️ (ON HOLD)

Chapter Eleven | Easy Tiger

When I open my eyes, all I see is black. The only light I could see was from the street lamps from down the street shining into my half closed curtains that I had been to lazy to fully shut. Rolling over in my covers, I click my phone on to see that it was four am.

Ugh, why do I have such a fucked up sleep schedule?

I turn my phone off and stare at the dark ceiling in silence. I could hear Blue lightly snoring from the bottom of my bed, so I tap a spare space beside me, causing him to wake up and bound towards me. He licks my face a couple hundred times and then settles himself next to me with his head resting on my shoulder.

For some reason it made me remember the time that Corbyn came to Toronto so surprise me. He had just randomly appeared in my room after I coincidentally watched a video of us two before I jumped out of bed and hugged him tight. We were laughing and fell onto my bed, causing Blue to get all excited and bounce over towards us. Blue started to lick his cheek like crazy and so started to kiss whatever was free of dog dribble on his face.

I smile at the memory. Gah that boy is cute.

But not to mention, confusing. Like people say that girls are confusing, but just wait till you see Corbyn! He broke up with me and then yesterday he went to kiss me?? Like, what the hell?! Half of me thinks that he could be leading me on. I don't know if it's intentional or not, but if I get mixed signals, that's just going to stress me the fuck out.

I'm already upset that we aren't together anymore, obviously. But if I get the wrong idea and decide to ask him for a second shot at being together and then he says no... that would crush me.

Suddenly I hear some footsteps from the hallway. I raise an eyebrow as my door creeks open and a very tired looking Jack walks in. "Uhm.. hello?" I mutter. Jack doesn't say anything, he just yawns and sits on the edge of my bed.

"I knew that you'd be up and I just woke up from the weirdest dream that I need to tell you before I forget it," He claims rubbing his eyes.

"How did you know I was gonna be awake? What if I was still sleeping and then woke up to a random ass guy sitting on the edge of my bed? I'd shit myself and you'd probably get punched in the face," I say.

"You have a fucked sleep schedule Kels, everyone knows that," he says. "Now shut up and let me tell you my dream."

I raise my hands in surrender waiting for him to speak. "So Gabbie and I had just got together-"

"I got good news, that ain't a dream."

"Let me explain gesh! Anyway, I was cheating on her with this girl online, right?"

I stare at him. "You're such a bad person."

"Buttt... then she found out that I was cheating on her and she was like it doesn't matter because I've been cheating on you too. So then we broke up and I agreed to meet my online girlfriend. But then it turned out that the girl online that I was dating was actually Gabbie and we didn't even know it was each other!" Jack says looking as if his mind had just been blown.

"Hmph, weird." I say.

"Yeah I know right. Anyway, I just wanted to tell you before I forgot, so there you are. Goodnight Kels," He says getting up.

"More like good morning," I chuckle.

He laughs. "Okay, good morning Kels."

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Due to my lack of sleep last night, I managed to keep myself in bed all day just bingeing Netflix. Who knew that RuPauls Drag Race was so addictive? Do I regret it? Nope, because now I'm all up to date, and no matter the winner of season ten, I'm still team Kameron Michaels.

Lifting my curtain, I see that it was dark outside. I didn't really interact with anyone today apart from when Corbyn's came into my room to see if I was still alive or not. I am pretty sure that Noah and Daniel both went out together for the day, which is good since lately those two haven't been getting on the best. Whenever they talk, they shout. Argument upon argument...

I look at my phone and see that it was ten pm before hearing loud footsteps coming up the stairs and down the hall. My door flies open and incomes Daniel.

"Easy tiger," I say with my eyebrows raised. He closes the door and faces me.

"I've had it!" He exclaims. "All we do is argue and I'm sick of it! I'm sick of it Kels!" Daniel says pacing around my room.

"Woah, woah, woah. What happened?" I ask getting him to sit next to me.

"She is still talking to that fucking Arthur dude! I mean, yes I was snooping on her phone, but she still shouldn't talk to him! It's her ex. We were all these for the break up and to see how much of a dick he is, so I have no clue as to why they're still talking."

I sigh and rest my head on his shoulder, feeling sorry for him. He groans. "I'm so done." For awhile it's silent. Does that mean that they broke up? I don't want to ask, just in case it makes him feel bad or weird, so I just sit with him. We sit for awhile before Daniel breaks the silence. "I'm glad I have someone like you to talk too."

"What about the boys?" I ask.

He nods. "Yeah, they are always there for me too. But, you're different..." I then feel his smooth fingertips run down my jawline, turning me to face him. His big blue eyes were staring right into my soft brown ones as he hesitantly leant forward.

That's when it happened.

I feel his hand pull my neck in, bringing me close before I felt his warm lips on mine. At first I was shocked, obviously. But then I felt myself loosen up a little as I kissed him back. He moved his lips with mine, and his warm hands held my waist.

At this precise moment, I had a lot of things running through my mind... it was like the movies when people have a small angel on their shoulder and a little devil on their other one, both yelling at them to do different things.

This is so wrong Kelsey and you know it!

You're both single, what does it matter?

This is your best friend of seventeen years! She has done nothing to deserve this!

Live a little Kels! Noah and Corbyn have been getting along pretty well lately, they've probably done this a thousand times before.

I pull away from the kiss and stare at Daniel who was only a few inches away from me. "Is anything wrong?" He asks in a low whisper.

Yes! So many things are wrong right now!

"No," I mutter bringing him back towards me and planting my lips on his again. His kisses were rough as he lay me down on my bed without our lips separating. He crawls on top of me and moves his lips from my mouth to my neck. Quiet moans come from my mouth as he kisses my collarbone and leaves a small hickey.

I mumble under my breath as he slides his hands down my body and to the end of my shirt, raising it up a little, signalling for me to take it off. I do as he wants and take it off and he does the same with his.

We change positions so that I was on top with my legs on either side of him. I wrap my hands around his neck and pull him in kissing him passionately. Feeling him unclipping my bra, I move away from the kiss and start to undo his pants and take them off.

He smirks at me as I feel my bra come off. I see him eye my body up and down. "Fuck you're hot," He says kissing me hard. Daniel run his hands around my body as I quietly moan his name. I arch my back, and I can tell it turned him on because he reached for his jeans and pulled a small packet out of his wallet. It was a condom. He holds it up to me and I gulp. "You ready?" He asks between kisses.

"Are we sure we wanna do this?.." I ask. He nods after a slight hesitation. I take a deep breath feeling the nerves in me grow as I watch him rip the packet open with his teeth.

I'm such a bad friend...

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Ahhh, I hated writing this chapter sm