Playing With Evil

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I looked up at Negan laying next to me. I smiled at him and he smiled back. He kissed my head.

"Did you have a nice nap?" He asked.

I nodded, still a little tired. "You don't have to lay here and wait for me to wake up if you wake up before me."

"I didn't want to move you. You seemed very snuggled in and comfy."

I propped myself up on my elbow and looked down at him. He looked so harmless and his guard was down. That didn't matter. I may have wanted to kill him about a month or so ago, but now, I didn't want to hurt him. I wanted to love him and that was what I was doing. I leaned down and kissed him. I looked at him after I pulled away and smiled, biting my lip.

"Do you want more sex?" He asked me.

"No. Not right now." I kept watching him, just admiring and taking in the way he was right now.

He wrapped his fingers in mine and kissed my hand. "You're beautiful." He whispered and moved himself up on the bed and leaned against the headboard. I followed his lead and sat next to him in the same position.

"Thank you." I whispered.

He wrapped his arm around my back and pulled me close and kissed me, still holding my hand. He pulled his hand from mine and started to play with it, touching my fingers, palm, back of my hand. His finger tips tapped against mine and his fingers weaved in and out of mine. I was content, happy. He also looked happy and content. I smiled at him and he smiled back and I put my head on his chest.

"I don't want to get up. I don't want to get clothes back on. I just want to stay like this forever." I pulled my hand from his and placed it on his stomach, trying to burrow myself into his skin and stay there forever.

"You've changed from when I first met you, Samara." He said as he put his hand on top of min and then moved it up my arm and started to rub it.

"How?" I whispered.

"You were so fearless. You were scared a bit at our first meeting, but then you were down right pissed. You wanted to kill me. I could tell. I kept you here and I knew that you were pissed as all hell and you were going to plan your way out the first chance you got. That first night I slept with you, that was a test. I wanted to see if you were willing to give in to me. And you damn well did. I thought for sure you were going to punch me in the dick for all my advances, but you caved so easy so I knew that there was something there." He pressed his cheek to the top of my head.

"If I wasn't so exhausted emotionally and psychically that night, I would have just cut your dick clean off and shoved it down your throat." I slightly growled at him, to let him know I was still aggressive and I didn't loose that.

"And I would have damn well let you. Because I will not hurt a woman. I promise you that."

"I know. Sherry told me when I first came that you treated them all really well and never hurt them and if they told you no to sex, you understood and backed off. Once she told me that I realized you couldn't be that bad." I smiled and looked up at him.

"Well I am glad you think that." He kissed me and started to move. "Now put clothes on."

"Nooooo." I whined and held onto him.

He pulled my arms off of him and pushed me down across the bed, pinning me like he had earlier. "Yes, sweetheart."

I sighed and he kissed me gently and pulled me up to my feet. He picked up my clothes and handed them to me as he pulled his shirt on and his pants. I obeyed and put my clothes on as well. I leaned into him and wrapped my arms around his waist and squeezed. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my head.

"We have work to do. We are talking to the other girls, remember?"

I growled in protest. "I know."

"And then we can go and get something to eat."

"Fine."

He laughed once and took my hand, leading me to the door.

----------------------------------------------------

"So you girls are now allowed to do what you want and see who you want. I don't advise you leave the sanctuary, however." Negan addressed them as he stood in front of them all, me by his side.

All the girls stared at me, honestly looking scared for me, and confused as to what was happening. I nodded to them. "It's okay. I promise. Negan as never put you in harms way before and he still won't. Remember what you told me when I first came here, Sherry? He doesn't hurt women. You will still be safe. I am safe. It's a complicated relationship and something very hard to understand for all of us."

"If this is a way that you can save all of us from him and some how set us free or whatever, you don't have to do it, Samara." A red headed girl named Lilly spoke up. She kept her gaze on me and away from Negan.

He sighed. "She isn't doing this to set you guys free from this whole wife thing. You don't all have to go out and just jump into a new life here. Haven't you noticed that I haven't been spending much time with any of you anymore? It's not that I don't like you guys. I mean, you're all super hot, but I've taken a great liking to Samara." He looked at me and back to them. "Look, you can wear regular clothes, you don't have to wear those dresses anymore."

"I know this sounds crazy guys, but please. You may not be able to trust him, but you can trust me."

"How can we trust you any more than him?!" Lilly spoke up again and took a step forward pointing to Negan. "We have heard what you have done for him. He took you back from where you came from, dropped you off and you ran right on back here and set those people up! No to mention, we heard about what you did to Simon!"

I stepped towards her. "Those people from where I came from, Rick and the gang, they had it coming. They don't understand what Negan wants to do here. And Simon... Well he asked for it. And he got it, and every bit felt so good!" I pointed a finger at her, "So if you want to stick around here wearing a tight dress, not getting laid anymore, then so be it! Or, you can ditch that dress for something comfortable, fuck who you want and still get the special treatment you are currently getting."

She looked over at Sherry, who for some reason seemed to be the leader of the wives. Sherry nodded her head. "Okay.  But don't think we are going to let our guard down."

"I never expected you to." Negan nodded to her. "You girls can go and do what you wish, you may still stay in these rooms if you wish. If not, you're welcome to claim something else."

Sherry eyed him and so did Lilly, along with the other three girls.

"Since we have that cleared up..." I pushed past them and started to head towards the kitchen for something to eat. Without turning I could tell Negan had started to follow me. Sometimes I thought that I was the leader of this place and not him anymore. I had him wrapped around my finger practically. I could use that to my advantage if I wanted to. But Lucky for him, I didn't want to do that anymore.