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"Naomi? Naomi! Why are you acting like this?", he asked again. I just shook my head, "I think I'm gonna call someone to pick me up... you can go inside and finish your meal I guess.", I said looking at my feet. "You guess?", Andrew scoffed. The tension built up and I couldn't take it. "You know what just stop! I don't know why you asked me out today and don't even try to acknowledge me one bit, not even a single word Andrew, your eyes are glued on that stupid phone of yours, but yet you don't answer my calls or texts! And let us not forget about who you had your eyes on the whole time! Who cares if I'm jealous or whatever it is, I have every right to be. I'm not even in your sight!", I said breathlessly. "If I'm not what you wan- want anymore just say so... maybe it'd hurt less than find-" I said as he interrupted me with his embrace, and he patted my hair. "Naomi, please stop.", he said quietly, and calm. "Lets go", he said as he pulled me towards his car. He opened the passenger door and shoved me in the car, and shut the door behind him.
The two of us had been together for over two years now, from instinct I already knew where we were headed. We sat in silence once again as we made our way to the "glimpse". The glimpse was a viewpoint where you could see all the city lights. You could only get a good glimpse at night. Get it? Urgh, anyways... We slowly pulled up to the jagged curb as the sun was about to set. Andrew then turned the key, but left it in ignition. He sighed deeply, "Nuu how many times do I have to tell you?", "Tell me what?", I asked as if I was clueless. "That people, us, we change over time okay? Things just get... well boring okay Nuu?", he said. I could tell he regretted his choice of words as he slightly bit his lower lip. "Boring? So I'm boring now is it? Sorry that our routine is getting old for you. I'm sorry that I actually try to acknowledge you. You know just because you're getting bored doesn't mean you have to ignore me.", I explained as I turned my body in the opposite direction.
"Nuu... I'm sorry", he said while kind of snickering at my action. He slowly unbuckled his seatbelt and reached over the the passangerseat. Leaning over me now his hand made his way to tuck a piece of my hair behind my ear. Again leaning even further down his lips slightly brushed against mine as he put on a seductive look. I reacted quickly and pushed him off me. "You're doing it again!", I exclaimed. "Doing what?" he asked, clueless about what I meant. "That thing you do everytime we get into an argument! It's like the problem happens to disappear, or something! But boy not this time! We're solving this today! Also not to mention you only seem to acknowledge me when you want "some", I'm not a toy!" I said with the breath I had left. Andrew just shook his head and roughly rubbed his forehead. "Why are you such a baby? You act like you're the only person that matters.", he said as he rolled his eyes. "Then who am I? Who am I to you?", I asked seriously as I turned to look at him. His eyes were focused on his phone, he lifted his head and responded, "Just a normal person Nuu, just a normal person. I don't know why you have to have some significant reason for yourself, nothing special about you." he mumbled as he scrolled through his instagram. "Maybe I am." I said sternly and opened the door of the car and let my feet drag across the ground made of only gravel, then shut the door behind me.
Making my way to the edge of the view point as I shed a few tears. I was so worn out, so tired of trying to makes us work out. There were times I thought we were happy, but they were just times when solutions were filled with lust. When's the last time we resolved something? I sqwatted down until my butt reached the ground, I sighed. Our relationship had just gone downhill ever since I found out he had a liking for another girl, Lia, of course. Like I get, it's fine as long as you keep it lowkey, and keep it to yourself. Instead Andrew let his friends know and said he could care less about what I thought about the situation. It just wasn't fair I know I could go on, and on about how talented,and good looking BTS is but it's not like I had an actual thing for someone so near. It's not the same! It made me upset that he doesn't even try hiding his feeling for her, or even care about how I feel afterwards. I felt like I was more into the relationship than he was. Or maybe I've become more attached? Clingy? I had no idea.
Time went on as I sat there being the brat I was, but I couldn't help it. I was hurting, and it was like I meant nothing to him. I felt like he didn't even see me like the best friends we were before we became a couple. I started to tear up again. I thought maybe if I kept hurting maybe things would finally work out, maybe we were just growing and gaining experience. But maybe what he was about to say was the real experience.
"Naomi?", a voice called followed along with it was the slam of a door. Andrew plopped beside me and left a bit a space in between the two of us. I kept my face forward, not wanting him to know I was crying. "Naomi... I'm sorry. I'm sorry, but things are different and we can't change that okay? Maybe it's best if we end it here." he said softly as he choked on a couple of his own words. I gulped and looked at him with the stream of tears that ran off my elongated chin. His eyes widened. "Nao-naomi don't cry!", he said worried, but I could tell his tears were coming too. He pulled me to lean onto his shoulder. "You know it has to end Nuu...", he said as I felt his warm tears fall onto my face as my head laid on his shoulder. "It doesn't...". "You know this shoulder is always available... right? Just like before, if anything come to me." he said, as if he didn't see the consequences. Why was he letting go of someone he still loved, why was I letting go of the person I had that kind of love for? Maybe I was scared of ending things myself and didn't want to lose anything we had, I don't know. He was my best friend, then yet soon became my first love. And people that's how I lost my 2 in 1.
Note: Sorry if this is a bit dramatic I will be posting chapter 3 v soon! If you would like to know more about the author pls leave a comment! Also let me know your thoughts on the story so far!
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Come Again
Roman pour AdolescentsAfter moving on from a harsh break up, Naomi can't decide how she feels about the person she encounters. Naomi doesn't know what her feelings are, and things become more messy after her ex desperately wants her back. She also encounters challenges t...