"Sana noon pa.."
This kind of sana ay ang pagsisi kung bakit hindi mo ginawa ang bagay na dapat ginawa mo na dati pa.
Yun bang I could be on my next level if I only do it earlier!!! Pero hindi! Ngayon ko lang naisipang gawin. Ngayon ko lang napag desisyunan at ngayon ko lang nakitang mahalaga pala!
And now, I have to start that thing that I should have done before!
Alam mo yung nagsisisi ka?! And you have no choice dahil tapos na, walang nangyare!
Ito ang aking "sana noon pa.."
1. Nakita ko na ang halaga ng edukasyon
2. Nagseryoso na ako sa pagiging Kristiyano ko
3. I surrender my fears to God
4. Kumilos na ko
5. Nagdesisyon na ko sa kung ano talaga ang gusto ko
And list goes on...
Marami sa atin ang nalulungkot sa tuwing naiisip ang mga bagay na sana noon pa natin ginawa. And we tend to blame ourselves
Ako nga, I always experience that at umabot na rin ako sa depression. There is always voice in my head saying
"huli na ang lahat..."
"You miss your chance..."
"Wala ka nang magagawa.."
Or
"Quit everything! Dun rin naman matatapos yan.."
"You are nothing... But a coward and stupid!"
Those are like a music in my ears that keeps on playing again and again... Then one day I see myself inside a big box!
Kahit saan ako magpunta pakiramdam ko nakakulong ako sa isang malaking box. What people see outside is different from what I am inside...
This is what I feel.
But God makes me realize this. What happened in the past should be left in the past.
Philippians 3:13
"Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead,"
Forget what happens yesterday and start to look for the better tomorrow!
Kaya ginawang paharap ang ating mga paa para lumakad tayo paharap!
2 Corinthians 5:17
"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come."
YOU ARE A NEW CREATION!
come on, say it to yourself, I AM NEW!
God's mercy is new everyday nagkamali ka man kahapon, hayaan mo mapagpatawad ang Diyos natin. Hindi mo pa man nagawa ang kasalan, pinatawad ka na Niya. Ang galing di ba?
Ecclesiastes 3:11
"He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts, except that no one can find out the work that God does from beginning to end."
Maybe, kaya hindi nangyari noon dahil hindi pa will ng Lord na mangyari. May perfect time ang lahat ng bagay! We may not understand it but God planned everything. And it will be done according to His will.
Let us just simply trust Him and let our character be mold through every situation that will happen in our life.
Hindi talaga lahat ng gusto natin mangyayari, but the good thing is... Hindi man mangyari ang gusto natin, at least ang will naman ng Lord ang nasunod!
Aja!
