Till the End (Jack Gilinsky Fanfiction)

Chapter 44

Jacks POV

Renée's laying on her bed, her body all sprawled out. Her shirt is pulled up on the side exposing her hipbone. I love it when she wears big shirts and no pants! It's so sexy. I stand there watching her slowly breath, her eyes are closed but she knows I'm watching her. Her facial expression gives it away. I step closer and she fidgets. I watch her long bronze legs rub against each other then she turns on her side facing me. She slowly sits up and stretches.

"Jack. Close your mouth!" She booty bumps me as she walks past me and leaves her room. I and there and grin to myself, "Are you coming?" she groans poking her head back into the room.

"Sorry, uh yeah." I grab her hand and she pulls me downstairs. Every step she takes is so graceful and full of poise. How does she do it? How is she so perfect?

She stands at the fridge playing with the bottom of her shirt, I take a seat right across from her at the buffet and watch. She looks a bit longer before slamming it shut and yelling how there's no food. Renée is across the counter from me and glares at me biting her bottom lip.

"What?!" I stick my hands up with innocence.

"I don't know!" She runs her hand through her hair and shakes it out. She lays her hands on the counter and leans to the side.

"So sassy! I love it!" I smile a fierce smile.

"Well, what can I say?" She winks, then turns around and opens the fridge hoping new food will appear. She groans again when there still isn't anything. She pulls up the end of her shirt and puts it in her mouth revealing her whole tummy. My breath is taken away by her flawless body.

"I'm gonna tell EJ to bring us doughnuts, is that ok with you weirdo?" she texts EJ not looking up at me.

"Yeah yeah sure." I look down at my hands and try to look everywhere except at her.

"Why do you look at me like that?" She crawls on the counter and lays in front of me.

"Wha-what'd you mean?" I feel my cheeks burn a little.

"You have this look and I don't know how to explain it but it makes me feel some type of way and I can tell it's a good look but idk how to describe it!" She bites her lip and reaches out to put her hand on my cheek and rub her thumb along my jaw line.

"It's because I love you!" I whisper resting my hand on hers, her face flushes a deep pink.

"I love you too!" She looks down in embarrassment from blushing.

"You're so beautiful, especially when you blush. And when you wake up in the morning, and after your shower when you come out all hot and clean. But you always look beautiful, you look the most beautiful when you're in my arms!" I lift her face and she gazes into my eyes, she scoots closer and is about to kiss me when EJ comes barreling through the door.

"Are you kidding me?!" Ren mumbles under her breath, I let out a soft chuckle and peck her real quick.

"Rah-Nae!" Emily gasps.

"What?" Renée rolls onto her back and groans.

"Get off the counter your whole backside is showing and that is not very lady like!"  Emily sets the bags of food down and Renée crawls over to it.

"Seriously Ren, Jack is getting a little show and by the look in his eyes he's ready to throw you down on this counter and make you scream for mercy." She says bluntly. I find myself choking on my spit, I'd get up but I have a raging boner so... I look down and think about Bart to 'fix' it.

"Oh my gosh calm down Em! What's the big idea? Why are you making such a big fuss?" Renée grabs a box of doughnuts and crawls into my lap feeding me.

"Renée, I think I can ask what's the big idea. You sure are freakin moody!" She snaps, I nod in agreement, "Even Jack can tell!" She waves her fork towards me and I look down.

"Really?" Renée looks at me with her soft hazel eyes.

"Kinda babe, but it's nothing to worry about. I'm not effected by it." I squeeze her tight to reassure her, "I think its kinda sexy how you're all fierce and in control!" I whisper in her ear.

"Is that so?" She giggles, EJ rolls her eyes and I grab another doughnut.

"What time is it? I have to go to the studio today, Jack and I are gonna make a few songs!" I slide out from under Renée and kiss her quickly.

"I'll see you tonight?" She grabs onto my collar winking.

"Of course baby!" I give her another kiss before running out.

Renées POV

"HE'S SO FREAKIN SEXY!!!" I scream once I hear the door shut.

"Seriously, what is your deal?" EJ rolls her eyes.

"Why do you keep saying that?" I groan.

"You're never like this, and you're acting all pissy! Are you on your period?"

"omg no, I hope not that would suck!!"

"Why??" Em raises her eyebrow at me.

"Well the reason I called you to come over is because tonight, we're gonna do it and it's our first time. I'm nervous af." I sit on the counter and play with my ends.

"OHMIGOSH IS THAT WHY? OMFG THIS IS CRAZY OH WOW I CANT BELIEVE IT YOU'RE FINALLY GROWNING U-"

"Chill!" I cut her off.

"How can you not be excited?!" she jumps around.

"Haha because I don't know what it's like!" I shove her.

"Oh well, let me tell you in the moment its great oh it hurts yeah but it'll be because its your first time and then when you wake up if you sleep and depending on how many times you end up doing it you're gonna hurt like a bitch! But don't worry its such a rush and a great feeling!!" She explains more and more and I sit there soaking up all the info given.

"Omg this is crazy. How many times have you and Cam had sex?" I pick at my nails.

"A lot." She says bluntly.

"I bet there are a shit ton of girls who wish they were you." I glance up at her and she blushes.

"And to think, he's all mine!!!"

"Seeeeeeelfishhhhhhhhh!!!!!" I yell.

"Omg stop! After you and Jack bang you're gonna feel the same way! Just wait! And when he leaves for Digi you're gonna be lost!" She giggles.

"Uhm you're the one to talk! Cam's leaving for his rents and events soon so you my friend, are gonna be on the same boat as me!"

"You're totally right!" She gasps, "Are you gonna be mad if I leave right now?" she asks quickly texting on her phone.

"Go bang Cammy, I know you want to.." I sigh and she jumps around with joy then hugs me.

"I love you I love you I love you soooooo much!!!!" she kisses my cheek and bolts put the door.